We've been home for about 2 weeks now, and i miss it more than anything. I miss being around all my loved ones, mostly the ones living hours away from me. I miss Noen. Why does he have to be the one living almost 8 hours away? Anyways, i'll give you a little recap for the last 3 weeks of tour: Payton and Avani are still happily together and went public. Cynthia lost thousands of followers and none of us have contact with her. The rest is pretty much the same as before. You're probably wondering what's up with Noen and i? Well we've been doing the same for the rest of tour. We have had a few dates in between and we kissed here and there. I won't say we kissed a lot, but it wasn't just a few times either. We're not together together, like Avani and Payton, but we love each other. Just like i told Avani in our last conversation (in this story ofcourse lololol im lazy okay), i'd like to wait a little to get freaky. And she told me her and Payton also took a few months so. I'm not telling you i don't want to be his girlfriend, i'd love to. But i'm not waiting for it. It's only that you get labeled someone's 'girlfriend' but nothing more.
I miss Noen so much. We've only been home for 2 weeks but still, it feels like forever, especially because i don't know when i'll see him again. We've facetimed almost every day since, but that isn't the same. I want a Noen hug and that's the only thing i'm asking for right now. I miss Chase and Anthony too, since they live almost as far away as Noen. The only one's i've seen since we're back are Avani, Payton and Kevin. But they only live about an hour away or less.
Jaden and i's birthday is coming up in 2 weeks. (pretend it is i know he's birthday is in february but-) And i, and Jaden too would love to be able to spend it with our friends. We don't know how we're going to do it, but Jaden told me he's trying to fix something so i guess i'll let him. I'm planning on shopping for Jaden's birthday today. I wanted to ask Avani to join, but she's out for family bussiness this week. So i'm going alone, into the city. I take an uber and arrive at the mall around 1 PM. To start, i'm for sure giving him some new sneakers. I know what kind of shoes he's into so that's amazing. I go into the first shoe store and see if they have anything that would suit my brother. At the end, i'm debating between a few pairs, but finally make my decision. These are the ones i got him:
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I walk through some other stores thinking about what else i could possibly give him, and end up buying a couple of rings, since he's suddenly really into that. I go into a store where you can wrap presents (you know what i mean right? if not- i just wrapped them okay) I walk around a little longer just for fun before calling an uber back home and putting my presents for him in a safe place in my room.
It's about 6 when i get out of my room again and when i pass Jaden's room i knock slightly. "Hungry?" i ask him. "Starving, give me a minute" he answers, and i tell him okay and get downstairs to the kitchen. As said before, our parents are barely home at day. They most of the time leave for work before 8 AM and get back around 10 PM. So, most of the time Jaden and i have to make our food ourselves. Our parents can eat at their job so we don't have to cook extra for them too. Luckely, both of us have pretty good cooking skills. I get some pots and pans already and place them on the furnace. It's gonna be pasta for today, i decide. When Jaden gets downstairs too, we start making food as always. Most of the time we make food every other day, we make enough to eat the next day too. When we're finally done, we sit down on at the kitchen island and start eating.
We both put our dishes in the dishwasher and put it on before sitting down on the couch together. Jaden and i always watch Love Island and that kind of shows together, it's hilarious with the 2 of us. When the show is over we're both on our phones laying on the couch as usual, until someone decides to go back to their room. I get a text from Noen, asking if i can facetime. I tell him i do and emediately see his face pop up on the screen. His phone close to the camera. I admire his blue eyes and answer the call, seeing my own face pop up too. "Hi angel, how was your day?" he says to me, and Jaden looks up and smile at me. "Hi handsome, i'll tell you in a few. Let me go to my room first okay" i answer, and he nods to the camera. Jaden laughs at us, this happens almost every day, that Noen calls me when i'm with Jaden. I wave Jaden goodbye and run up to my room. When i close my door, i put my phone against something and go sit in front of it. "Ah yes my day. It was pretty good, i actually got Jaden's birthday present but besides that nothing different then every other day" i continue telling him. "Oehh exciting, what'd you get him?" He asks me, and i tell him what i got him, but not too loud, ofcourse. "He'll love it, i'm sure" he tells me, and i smile. "What about your day?" i ask him next, and his smile becomes even bigger. "I actually had a great day, i got some amazing news" he starts to tell me, and i make an 'oeh' shape with my mouth. "Tell me about it" i say, and he shakes his head. "I can't, it's a secret" he tells me, and i pout. "Well if it makes you happy it must be great. I hope i get to know ever?" i go on, and he smiles and nods his head. "You will. You'll actually love it too. At least i'd hope so" he says, making me frown. "You're really confusing me right now" i pout. "It's alright, you'll get it" he says back, ending that topic.
We go on talking for about an hour before saying goodbye and hanging up. I decide to make some tiktoks because that's just what i do lol what else to explain. After that, i just go on my phone and scroll through tiktok for what feels like 10 minutes but is actually 2 hours- aNywAyS after that, i finally go to bed.
