You think after every heartbreak it gets easier and easier. Well you're wrong on that one universe. Four Relationships all tumbled down. First love? Check that off the list he's never coming back. Second Relationship? We don't talk about that one.... dark times that left me with anxiety. Third? Wasn't worth enough for him... Fourth? That ones a bit tricky and I'm still working on as I'm still broken about it. I've been broken my whole life since Junior year of high school. 3 years of just sadness and not being worth it for anyone. At this point I give up on everything. Dance, Work, Friendships. My life has turned into a shit show. All because of four boys who told me, "you mean everything to me." "I love you." "I really do like you." "We're in this together." I can't trust people anymore... I'll be forever broken :)
