showing the others pt 2

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Its the next day and i woke up crying over a stupid reason. El wakes up confused on why im crying. I keep doing it and then thats when she asked me.

"Bear whats wrong." She asked me so softly i almost melted when she asked it. I slowed down my breathing and held back the sobs when i talked.
"Its that i keep thinking that your going to leave me by myself to go be with mike or someone else and i dont want it. When you got in a relationship with mike, i got my depression and anxiety hit so hard and i ended up cutting myself cause i couldnt stand to see you with him. I started vaping and not talking to everyone. I became distant from everyone cause of mike being that guy. When we were back at the lab, when Brenner put me in your, 003, 006 and 017's room i had my eyes always on you but when you escaped, i lost hope that we wouldnt meet again. I sat in the corner for 2 years not socialising to anyone except for Brenner. But when we met again i got hope again." Before i could continue the story el pulled me into a tight hug me now sobbing on her shoulder and my face hurting. Once i was done she said.
"Baby im not going to leave you for mike, ok. I wont ever go back to him. After what he did to you, i wont ever let him take me away from you. Your going to be fine. Look because its now 1 in the afternoon, we can go to the mall and see a movie, get icecream and do whatever you want. That sound good baby girl?" I nodded. She lifted my face up, by my chin and kissed me. I kissed back and we got dressed. I let el keep my black hoddie and i got dressed in my light pink hoodie with a rose on the front. I put on my black skinny jeans with my phone and wallet in the front pockets. I find my black and dark blue vans and my contact lenses. I put them in and when i was done with everything, me and el went out to the mall. We took both our bikes that Hopper got us. Hop got el hers for her birthday and i bought mine so he wouldnt have to get me one. Earlier this week i tought el how to ride her bike, sure she got scratches here and there from not being stable enough. We got on our bikes and started to make our way to the mall.

*time skip*

We got to the mall and i was still panting, after the long ride from the cabin to the mall. El was fine but me on the other hand was panting like a dog from playing fetch. We locked up our bikes to the rack and went inside. She took me straight to the GAP to get new hoodies cause she stole all mine but i was fine with it. If she misses me or im not with her at the time, she could inhale my sent and think about me. I picked out a few and i paid for them. Next we went to go see a movie, i dont remember what movie it was but el kept holding onto me. After the movie was over we got our icecream and left to only see a certain someone.

"Funny seeing you here." I say to the boys
"What are you doing here." Mike asks el
"She was upset today so i brought her here. Its not like im a threat to man kind, am i baby girl." She asks me and i shook my head no.
"You do realize that max is gonna be upset that you cheating on her." Mike tells me
"Its not like i already know that shes having an affair with lucus, so i dont have a problem with her anymore." I tell mike and he just stares.
"Look were both tired so if you could move so we could get our bikes and leave before something happens." Mike moves out the way
"Thats what i thought. Cmon bunny, lets go back to the cabin." El blushes like crazy to her new nickname. We get on our bikes and left.

*time skip*

Once we got back we went into her room and we both fell asleep in eachothers arms. No we didnt get the icecream in cones, we got them in a dish so it would be esier to carry and also we could save it in the frezzer. I kept feeling her toss and turn in her sleep and out of no where she would wake up and i would tell her im right here and im not going anywhere. When we were sleeping i felt my chest getting wet and i look down and i see her quietly crying.

"Hun, whats wrong?" I ask quietly to her and she looked up but started crying harder.
"Yo-you l-le-left me all a-alo-alone." Jane said sobbing in my chest even more. I lift up her chin with my hand. I look at her in the eyes even though it hurts me to see her either crying or just broken and it makes me feel uncomfortable, i still did it. She looked back at me and she softened a little bit in my grasp.
"Baby, im not leaving you. I wouldnt leave you in 1 in a million years i still wouldnt. If mike tries to take me away from you by kidnapping me ill still try and get out from him and back into your arms. If someone is making you feel uncomfortable or makes you feel like you dont wanna be near anyone you just tell me and ill protect you if anything happens. I love you and i wont ever stop loving you cause your my only one and my soulmate." I tell her that and i kissed her soft, rosey lips. She kisses back and we go back to sleep with my arms around her making her feel safe and her head in the crook of my neck.

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