Anime x Reader One Shots

Isolated Heart (One Sided Reader and Konan)

Didn't think I would ever think of another one shot, but I finally did. I just randomly thought of this one shot while playing Minecraft one night since I like to listen to music while I play Minecraft so I don't have to listen to just the sounds in the game. Anyway I was listening to music on my iPod and when the song Hello by Adele came on I thought of this one shot. I thought about doing a songfic, but it wouldn't have worked out the way I thought of the one shot. Also in this story you, dear reader, are going to be 35 and with it being a Modern AU I had Yahiko be alive, but he's not in the story. I've decided that the world will still have the same layout as it does in the anime and manga so the villages will still be known as their respective names, like Konohagakure will still be called Konohagakure. Oh and if you're under 21 (The USA legal drinking age) and reading this story just put down an alcoholic drink you want to try when you are old enough. Anyway please enjoy the story.

Just a reminder:
(F/N) = First Name
(E/C) = Eye Color
(H/C) = Hair Color
(F/A/D) = Favorite Alcohol Drink

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(F/N) was currently at a night club in her hometown of Amegakure; she was currently sitting in the bar as she held a half empty glass of (F/A/D) in her hand. The (H/C) haired woman was wearing a black sleeveless shirt with a hood on it, a black pair of jeans, and black shoes. She had longed zoned out as she thought about her past and the moment she ruin her friendship with her childhood friend, Konan.

*Flashback*

A week before graduation seventeen year old (F/N) was at her best friend's house as they watched a movie. Looking to her left the (H/C) haired teen looked at Konan as she tried to hide the fact she was slightly blushing, "We've hung out so many times since we were kids. Why did I have to fall for her?"

"(F/N) are you even paying attention to the movie?" Konan inquired.

"Hearing Konan's voice broke (F/N)'s thoughts, "Huh? Oh of course I am."

Konan giggled as she paused the movie, "You can't fool me, (F/N). We've been friends since our first year of elementary school. So are you going to tell me what you were thinking about?"

"It doesn't matter." (F/N) stated as she thought to herself, "I love her laughs, her smile, and everything about her."

"Don't bottle your feelings up inside, (F/N), you always do that. You know that whatever it is you can tell me." Konan stated softly.

"I even love her voice." Without even thinking (F/N) kissed the blue haired teen. (F/N) let the kiss talk for her as she put all of her feelings into the kiss.

Konan pulled away and slapped the (H/C) haired teen as hard as she could, which caused (F/N) to be looking over at the TV, "What the hell is wrong with you, (F/N)?!"

(F/N)'s (E/C) eyes were wide as she continued to look in the direction of the TV, "Shit, what have I done?" She then looked at the blue haired teen, "Konan, I'm..." She didn't get to finish her sentence.

"No, I don't want to hear it! You know that I'm dating Yahiko." Konan then narrowed her eyes as she glared at (F/N), "Get out of my house and you can consider our friendship over."

Seeing the look on Konan's face caused (F/N)'s heart to shatter. Without saying anything the (H/C) haired teen stood up and walk over to the door, "I'm sorry, Konan." She then opened the door and left Konan's house as she started to walk home in the rain, "I'm a fucking idiot."

*Flashback Ends*

Sighing (F/N) took a sip of the (F/A/D) in her glass as she thought to herself, "It's been eighteen years since I last saw Konan. From what I've heard she married Yahiko and they even have a family." Sitting her glass back on the counter (F/N) watched the ice shift, "Never thought I'd find myself back in Amegakure again." There was no emotion in (F/N)'s voice.

Finishing her drink (F/N) stood up and walked out of the night club. Noticing that the sun was raising, despite the rain clouds still being in the sky, the (H/C) haired woman ran a hand through her hair, "Now I remember why I left Amegakure. Ever where I look I just think of Konan." Not even bothering to pull the hood up on her jacket (F/N) began to walk to her parents' house in the rain. As she was walking she accidently bumped into someone, "Oh, I'm sorry." (F/N) started to continue her walk, but a voice stopped her.

"(F/N), is that you?" A woman's voice inquired.

Turning around (F/N) saw the woman standing there under an umbrella. (F/N)'s eyes widened, but her (E/C) eyes still had the same lifeless look in them, "Konan?"

"What happened to you? You use to be muscular back in high school." Konan stated as she saw (F/N)'s arms.

(F/N) looked at Konan's left hand and saw the blue haired woman indeed had wedding rings on, "So you did end up marrying Yahiko."

"You're avoiding my question, (F/N). No one has seen or heard from your in eighteen years." Konan stated worriedly since she was surprised by how much (F/N) had changed.

Sighing (F/N) looked into Konan's amber eyes, "I moved away after graduation. Despite knowing you loved Yahiko, I still fell in love with you. I thought I could hide my feelings around you because you were happy and I was fine with that." (F/N) sighed again, "But I ruined the friendship we had with that fucking kiss. After you slapped me I didn't get the chance to say anything and you told me to get out." She then ran a hand through her hair, "To be honest those two things didn't bother me, I did deserve to be slapped. What made me move away was the look on your face." (F/N) pointed at Konan, "Your glare was the reason I left, seeing so much anger in the eyes of the girl I loved broke my heart."

Konan looked down, "I'm sorry, (F/N). I shouldn't have cut you off like that. I was just angry." The sadness could be heard in her voice.

"I don't want your apology; I've spent the last eighteen years trying to forget you. No matter how much I drink I can't forget you." (F/N) started to walk away once again, "Besides that's what I wanted to tell you that day, but I didn't get the chance."

"(F/N), did you ever move on?" Konan inquired hoping for a positive outcome for (F/N).

Stopping (F/N) looked over her shoulder, "That should be obvious. You were the girl of my dreams, Konan. I loved you, but I was fine with us being friends because you were happy. After that day I forced myself to stop feeling any emotions; although one emotion always manages to slip out. I find myself feeling sad a lot." (F/N) started to walk away, "So to answer your question, no I never moved on. I prefer to be alone." She then walked away before Konan could reply.

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Okay that one shot actually hurt a little to write; Konan is my woman crush. I like writing sad one shots, I don't know why! I guess because I find them easier than happy one shots, I really don't know. I once again looked through the songs I have on my laptop to find a name, or one I could use for inspiration, for this one shot since I couldn't think of one.

Anyway I don't know when the next one shot will be out I'm having a hard time thinking of any ideas and I have been focusing on Kingdom Hearts games that using my Xbox One controller feels weird to me. That's how much PS4 I've been playing.

As for the world this story takes place in it's much more modern that what it is in Boruto and you dear reader moved to Kirigakure in case you were wondering since I didn't mention where you moved to. There is a reason why no one in Amegakure hadn't heard from you in years and that's because you stayed focus on your work, don't make any friends, and you had stopped using social media since it does exist in this AU. The only people in Amegakure you kept in contact with were your parents.

I'll end this author's note here before I ramble on anymore. Hopefully you enjoyed the one shot.

~Lightning