Flash forward: ( 2016 )
I walked down the sidewalk in silence. I felt eyes watching me. Ugh. Anyways. For the
past eleven years my life has been nothing but a pile of dust. She wasn't in my life. She
wasn't here to keep me from falling apart. The last eleven years have felt like the world
wasn't turning nor the sun shining. The sun was out today but I felt cold and lonely.
Like I have for all these years. No one ever loved her the way I did. No one even loved
her at all. Everyone was just SO rude and... there's not even a word on earth to describe
how horrible everyone was to her. Her gentle sobbing echoed in the back of my brain.
The taste of her lips were forever remembered in my heart. Her face, so beautiful.
Her eyes, so bright. Her smile, so heart melting. And her moan. Oh, the way that she
moaned when I kissed her. The sound of her moan was heart piercing. Like music from
the heavens. Hot steaming tears were running down my face. I needed so much help.
Ever since she was taken away by some people claiming she needed to be in a home,
my life went down to hell. I never did my homework. I failed fifth, sixth, seventh, and
eighth grade. I dropped out of school by the time I was sixteen. I was put in jail so many
times that I know all the officers there by name, and their families too. I just got out of
jail two days ago. I was in there for two years. Whatever I really don't give a shit about
anything or anyone. My mum died three years ago. She had cancer. Just what I needed.
To lose the love of my life then to lose my mum. I was put in a mental institute when I
was fifteen, for trying to commit suicide. I was so close to putting my life out of all it's
misery, that is, until my sister came into my room, and... well, yeah so. I moved my lips
gently biting on my lip ring. I walked to the park. I laid down near some bushes, in the
shade. Away from the sun. I hate the sun. I hate everything. Most of all... I hate myself.
From a distance I could, barely, hear faint giggling.....
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The Blind Side (Discontinued)
RomanceMariana Grace is a blind. She doesn't know what the world looks like. She doesn't know what she looks like. She got bullied in middle school and made fun of. She has very low self esteem. She has no friends. She is very quiet and shy. She loves all...
