My Happiness Isn't You Anymore
And.. we were just so happy. I just want to be that happy again. I can't remember a time I wasn't happy without you and I can't live like that.
Especially if, we're not making each other happy anymore.I can't think of a day in my life where you weren't there. Where you weren't the only thing I looked forward to.
I didn't think I would ever get to that point because I know we were happy before we got together. I was happy.
I can't sleep without you by my side but when I know you're there and I feel you there, you're so far gone.
I can't bring back my younger self and you can't bring back your younger self.
We're too different, we've changed so much. High school sweat hearts who ran around kissing in the bathroom and hiding from our parents. We're not the same anymore.The happiness isn't there. I want it to be, but we can't change into something we don't want to be.
You mean more to me then you could ever know. You will always be the one I think of before I go to bed. You will always be the one I dream of when I'm feeling lonely. You're always going to be my first everything. I will never regret anything.
I love you too much to let this continue. We can be happy else where. We can be who we want with other people.
We can be free.
We can say we've had a love so good the world turned upside down when it ended.
But we will never be able to say we lived happily ever after.
But I know one day I will say, I lived happily ever after.
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One Shots
FanfictionJust a bunch of ideas I needed to get out of my head. I guess let's call them One Shots Mostly fluff Maybe some angst Maybe a little sad Ehh...