My Sweet Escape

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A book written by Nicoline Harwith Foxmar.

My Sweet Escape

Love. Is an odd word. So little, but with so much meaning. A so short word - with only four letters - can contain so many feelings, so much emotion. However, you somehow admire it. We all know the feeling. How to love someone, - how to be loved. It is an amazing feeling. So peaceful. Moreover, safe. You almost feel like nothing could ever go wrong. Almost.

Then, imagine, you feeling all this peace, and this safeness. And the next morning you wake up in a hospital bed. Everything has changed. Nothing is as it used to be. Everything. Is. Gone.

Always have I felt this emptiness inside of me. I never thought I would have filled out that hole in my heart. I was never thinking about love as pure nature, more like a decision. Like, you chose to be loved. On the other hand, to love someone else. It did not just happened. You need to want it. For real. Nevertheless I never really did.

 Therefore, I had never expected love to hit me so badly as it did. When it first got there, I thought it was craziness. Like, I got insane. Without his help, I had never realized how much pain and suffering love actually implies. However, sometimes he made me shiver. He made me feel valuable to him. Then there were sometimes he made me cry. And he made me scream. Every time he apologized, and he looked at me as if he cared about what I was thinking about him. I gave in. Because I kept thinking, he had changed. I just wanted to see his good side. To feel his good side. But no matter how hard I tried to get that side out of him, he turned his back against me, and made me feel pain in the most horrible ways possible.

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