Lost in the stars🗡🖤✨

Chapter 1~

"Alright settle down!" Kolivan announced in his deep stern voice. The rough rowdy galrans huffed and settled down as they became quiet in the conference room. "Thank you. We have trials in the morning and I expect EVERYONE to be on their best behavior..if I hear of one I mean one single fucking alpha attacking an omega than i'll boot you out myself." He growled. Almost all of the alphas nodded and gulped a bit. It wasn't hard to tell kolivan was the top alpha at the blade base. Well one of the bases. "Thank you. Now I need thace at the sword trials, ulaz at the medical stand in case something happens. Shiro-" Kolvian started "hey! That's not fucking fair! He needs to go through the trials like the rest of us!" An alpha growled angrily. Kolvian suddenly slammed his hands on the table, causing a loud bang to echo through the conference room and throughout the hallway that lead to the room. "Sorry.."the alpha apologized as his ears lowered. "Before I was rudely interrupted. Shiro will be handling the..huh..he'll be handling the omega lineup..hm might change that.."kolvian said to himself. "Ha!! Getting that joke of an alpha to handle the omegas lineup? Stupid!" An alpha mocked and thace growled at the alpha in warning. "Fuck you dude!" The alpha yelled at thace. "ENOUGH!!" Kolvians yelled angrily. Thace huffed and turned his attention back to the meeting. "Thank you..okay and I need Antok to..actually help Shiro with the omega lineup and I'll handle the alpha lineup." Kolvian said. Thace and ulaz looked at each other then back at kolvian. The meeting lasted for about 30 more minutes then ended. All of the galrans were dismissed and went back to the rooms, some went back to their apartments with their families and some went back to their work posts.

Shiro was in his room, taking a quick nap before his next class. Thace and ulaz were walking down the hallway discussing their jobs at the trails in the morning. "I think..you should speak with kolvian and see if Shiro can just sit with me at the medics stand.."ulaz said "no baby..he'll be okay and plus he hasn't been really talking a whole lot so I think this will do him some good..how about this on my breaks I'll check in with him" thace suggested "aw..okay " ulaz said "and if something goes wrong either Antok or I will handle it" he said causing ulaz to whine a little "but I'm sure nothing will happen" thace added to make his mate feel better. Ulaz huffed a little then sighed.

Shiro yawned as his eyes opened and he shifted a bit and laid on his stomach with his arms under his pillow and his fur and hair were a complete mess. He hasn't been out of his room for weeks at this point, he's just slept..didn't eat but of course he woke up to use the restroom. He blinked a few times and saw a picture of him and a good friend of his that recently passed in a mission they were on. Ever since that happened Shiro hasn't been the same..well Shiro wasn't really 'himself' before that anyway. He growled a little and picked up the picture frame up, then threw it agsisnt the wall. The glass shattering and falling onto the dresser in his room. Then his phone went off and it was ulaz, his father. He sighed as he got to his feet. He was quite tall and muscular but not too muscular though. He was a handsome galran too most omegas tried to approach him but he just turned them down, kindly though. He walked to the dresser and grabbed his phone, picking it up and answering it.

Shiro: hello?
Ulaz: Hey baby..how are you?
Shiro: drained..
Ulaz: but you just woke up honey..
Shiro: I'm sorry
Ulaz: it's okay..tomorrow you have a job with Antok

Shiro audibly groaned and whined
Shiro: can I just get a replacement? Please..
Ulaz: no takashi..you need to get out of this mood please..you haven't ate in weeks at this point..and galrans need interaction with one Another or else your going to turn mental. And lose your communication skills..please baby..do it for your father and I..
Shiro:. . . .fine..

Ulaz covered the microphone and sighed in relief

Ulaz: Thank you..I'll be by in the morning with some fresh clothes so get a shower tonight and come over for a nice dinner bye.

Shiro tossed his phone onto his bed and sat down. His whole body felt like he had a 2 ton weight on his shoulders and he just wanted it to stop. He wanted everything to end. He wanted his work to end, his classes to end, he wanted to end himself for even allowing the slightest of scratch on his deceased best friend. He blames himself every time he wakes up. He sighed and got up, trudging along to the bathroom. He ran a hot shower and look in the mirror. "Ugh..my fur is matted.." he thought as he grimaced at his current condition. He stripped of his clothing, Shiro was littered with deep scars that ranged from small to large. Some were from a past mate..some were self inflicted and some were war and battle scars. He got into the shower and his phone started ringing "argh what?! I just got in the fucking shower!" He growled loudly. In his current emotional and mental state he has a short temper. He huffed and got out, walking to the bedroom and snatching his phone off of his dresser and seeing his best friends mother calling. He felt his chest tighten with anxiety and guilt. He took a deep breath and answered the phone. There was no one there. "The hell..not funny.."he huffed and hung up then got back in the shower.

Kolivan and Antok:

Antok walked into the apartment he and his alpha live in. "Baby! I'm home!" He announced. Kolivan didn't hear Antok calling for him. He was in his office trying to organize everything for tomorrow. He groaned in annoyance. Antok knocked on his office door and kolivans ears perked and he opened the door. He got up and hugged Antok close with a soft sigh. Antoks eyes widened slightly and he rubbed his alphas back "you okay honey?" He asked softly. Antok was a normal height for an omega and he had a slim body with a curvy waist. He's always been thin to say the least. He had white soft hair that was usually put up into a pony tail or a cute messy bun. His fur was a light purple with white fur markings. His fur was long enough that they hid his scars. "I'm ok..just tired"He sighed. Antok kissed kolivans ear gently "wanna take a break..I-I kind of want to talk about something with you.."Antok said softly. Kolivan nodded and picked up Antok and walked to the couch and sat down. Kolivan was quite a large and muscular alpha. He was strong enough to pick up a few alphas and Antok was like picking up a feather or a small kitten. He sat down and Antok was sitting on his lap. Antok took a deep breath and started rubbing Kolivans ear gently "so..I-I was thinking..well how do you feel about..maybe expanding our family?" He asked nervously. Kolivans eyes widened a little "Antok..you know this place isn't meant for kits. And plus I'm not ready.."he said. "B-but maybe we can foster so you can ease into it" Antok suggested. "Antok no." Kolivan started "please!" Antok whined "No!" Kolivan said, raising his voice. Antok flinched and got off of kolivans lap, sniffling as he trembled a bit. "Ok.."he said quietly and walked to the kitchen "you can go back to work..I'll make dinner and clean up.."he sniffled. Kolvian whined and got up, walking to Antok and pulling him close. "Antok..baby..let me cook and you go relax and watch a movie or something." He said. "I'm sorry..look how about we try for a kit.."he suggested swallowing his fear. "It's useless to if you don't agree and don't want one as well." Antok said as he started cooking. "Antok.." he said softly "Kolivan." Antok said sternly. Kolivans ears lowered and he sighed. He kissed Antoks ear and walked to his office, closing his door. Antok sighed and continued cooking.

Soon he finished cooking and fixed his alphas plate "Kolivan come eat."he said as he sat down with his plate and his alphas plate. Kolivan came out of his office and walked to the table and started eating. Antok kind of picked at his food, not really wanting to eat. Kolivan took notice and ate what was on his fork then took a few sips of his water. "Baby..what's wrong?" He asked softly. Antoks ears lifted a little and he looked at his alpha "Nothing.."he said softly "yes there is..Antok talk to me please" he said. "I'm just not hungry..really I'm okay baby" he said. Kolivan sighed and grabbed Antoks hand and kissed it gently. Antok smiled a little. Kolivan soon finished eating and put Antoks plate in the fridge for later. Antok walked to an empty room and he couldn't help his deep desperate need and want for a kit. He sighed and placed his hand on his lower stomach and rubbed it a little. "If only.." he thought. He felt like he had a void in him that was only digging down deeper. He closed the door and walked to the bedroom. Kolivan was already In the shower, Antok walked to their closet and changed into a pair of his alphas sweatpants and one of his sweat shirts then walked to the bed and laid down. He yawned and snuggled into the pillows and blankets. Kolivan soon came out and he only had a pair of boxers and sweatpants on. He walked to the bed and laid down with a yawn. Antok purred a little and snuggled into kolvians chest and yawned. "Goodnight baby.."he said softly and started falling asleep. Antok Kissed kolivans chest and soon fell asleep as well.