Utaite x Reader *INTENSIFIES* [DISCONTINUED]

Sadness in my heart (Utaite x Hikaru [OC])

[ a/n: i love this oc of mine uwu]

warning ⚠ cursed words

Were you left alone?

He simply shook his head, disagreeing on his own thought

People tend to ask you if you're okay, right?

What did you say?

"I am fine, there's nothing to worry about" He replied, his pink orbs were no more shine, his cyan messy hair became even more messy

You fool! Why don't you just open up?

"They're going to think that I'm dramatic" He replied to his own thought

Do you think venting this to yourself makes it all go away!?

"Stop!" He covered his ear to not hear anymore remorse

Then fucking open up! You'll never know what it will do!

"Just stop! I don't wanna hear anything anymore!"

Shadows from behind removed his hands away from his ear

His tears continuously falling, his screams on disagreeing is not helping

He saw his own self in front of him

"Stop making this hard for me, self"

"No..."

"AAAAAAAAAAH!" He shot up from his bed and continued on screaming

This alarmed the people in his apartment

"Hikaru-kun!" Senra rushed to his side and held him

But he scratched his cheek making his yellow orbs went wide

"Fuck off!" He exclaimed completely oblivious of who he is talking to

The other utaites stood there, listening to his painful, frustrated, and tired cries

He eventually came to a stop and fell asleep

Urata's tanuki had tears in his eyes as he slept beside the male

Kashitaro punched the wall "Damn it!"

"Just how long is he supposed to suffer?" Lon said looking at Hikaru with a sad frown

Senra pushed away strands of his hair away from his face "Suffering from this kind of thing is hard"

Soraru caressed the dark bags under his eye "What should we do?"

Kradness sighed and leaned against the wall "We can't leave him, he'll do something bad again"

"The doctor also said that his condition got worse" Eve was patting Sou's back, refraining Sou to cry to hard

"We're not allowed to show any signs of sadness because it will trigger something on him" Sakata mumbled then but his lower lips