Brothers Best Friend~💕 (Damien Haas x Reader)

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(Here we go....⚠️self harm, mention of scars⚠️)

(Y/N) POV

Its been just over a week of filming and Damien still was ignoring me. It was so much to handle with emotionally. So while everyone was at the pool having fun after a long film day, I was inside by myself. Crying.

I sat on the edge of my bed holding myself, rocking back and fourth. This was devastating. I told him about my past abusive relationships and my problems and this is what he does?

(⚠️ trigger warning ⚠️)

I looked over at the shared bathroom and stood up. Without thinking, I walked over and grabbed a razor. I locked myself in the bathroom for 15 minutes. Crying, sitting on the floor with blood running down my arm.

(⚠️ trigger warning over⚠️)

I took a shower while I was in the bathroom. I mean, why not? When I walked out, Courtney and Mari were talking and laughing with each other. I smiled at them and changed.

"How was the pool?"
"It was fun!" Courtney responded
"I wish you came... Damien was looking around for you."
"He was?"
"He asked me if you were coming."
That doesn't mean anything.

"I'm glad it was fun. I had my own pool party in the shower."
I laughed softly and so did she.
I was quick to put on a sweater

When we laid down to go to sleep, I hugged my pillow and tried to get some rest. I missed having Damien next to me..

When I woke up I noticed I was the only one up.
I changed into my shorts and a tank top. As I put my hair in a messy bun, I thought over what's been happening.

Okay. This is getting out of hand. I'm done trying to wait this out. Since I can't talk to Damien, I'll talk to Shayne.

I stood up and walked outside, looking for Shayne.
When I saw he wasn't outside, I knocked on his door. Noah answered.

  "Oh hey (y/n) what's up?"
"Can you tell Shayne I need to ask him something?"
  "Sure thing. He'll be out." He smiled and I nodded.
The door closed and I waited for my brother.

SHAYNE POV

"Who is it?"
  "It's your sister. She wants to talk to you?"
I looked at him confused. I noticed Damien get a little nervous.
"You good man?"
   "Yeah I'm good."

I shrugged it off and walked outside to meet my sister.
"What's up?"
  "We need to talk."
She grabbed my wrist and went into the big meeting area we called the commons. No one else was in there.

"Are you okay?"
  "Is Damien okay? Like what's happening with him?"
I blinked a couple times.
"What?"
  "Damien has been ignoring me the whole time we've been here. What's going on?"
When she crossed her arms I noticed something.
"What's that..?"
"What's what?"
I grabbed her hand softly and stretched it out. She froze.

I ran my thumb over her wrist.
"(Y/n)... are you okay?"
I looked back up at her so see tears running down her face.

I quickly pulled her into a hug. I wasn't mad. I felt bad. My heart broke when I saw the flash of red on her wrist. Scratch that. I am mad. She did this because of Damien.. he hurt her..

I rubbed her back in circles and tried my best to calm her down a bit.
"What happened?"
  "I didn't realize how dependent I came on him.. and now that he's been gone it's really taken a toll on me.. I miss him Shayne.."
"So you ... hurt.. yourself.. because he hurt you?"
  "He didn't hurt me I just want to know why."
She started crying again.