Her last words By Courtney Parker

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I found this really sad song and if it doesn't make you cry, you have no soul. Here's the lyrics!

SHE WAS AN AVERAGE GIRL, ALWAYS WORE A SMILE

SHE WAS CHEERFUL AND HAPPY FOR A SHORT WHILE

NOW SHE'S OLDER, THINGS ARE GETTING COLDER

THE WORLDS NOT WHAT SHE THOUGHT, SHE WISHED SOMEONE HAD TOLD HER

SHE TOLD YOU SHE WAS DOWN, YOU LET IT SLIP BY

SO FROM THEN ON, SHE KEPT IT ON THE INSIDE

SHE TOLD HERSELF SHE WAS ALRIGHT

BUT SHE WAS TELLING WHITE LIES

CAN'T YOU TELL? LOOK AT HER DULL EYES

TRIED TO STOP HERSELF FROM CRYING ALMOST EVERY NIGHT

BUT SHE KNEW THERE WAS NO CHANCE OF FEELING ALRIGHT

SUMMER CAME BY, ALL SHE WORE WAS LONG SLEEVES

'CAUSE THOSE CUT'S ON HER WRIST WERE BLEEDING THROUGH YOU SEE

SHE KNEW SHE WAS DEPRESSED, DIDN'T WANT TO ADMIT IT

DIDN'T THINK SHE FIT IN, EVERYONE SEEMED TO MISS IT

SHE CARRIED ON LIKE A SOLDIER WITH A BATTLE WOUND

BLEEDING OUT FROM EVERY CUT HER BODY CONSUMED

SHE HAD NO FRIENDS AT SCHOOL, ALL ALONE SHE SAT

AND IF SOMEONE WERE TO NOTICE, SHE WOULD BLAME THE CAT

BUT THOSE CUT'S ON HER WRIST, THEY WERE NO MISTAKE

BUT NO ONE CARED ENOUGH TO SAVE HER FROM HER SELF- HATE

THINGS WERE GOING DOWN, NEVER REALLY UP

AND HERE SHE IS NOW  STUCK IN THIS STUPID RUT

SHE KNEW EXACTLY WHAT SHE HAD TO DO NEXT

JUST STAND ON THAT CHAIR AND TIE THAT ROPE AROUND HER NECK

SHE QROTE A LETTER WITH HER HANDS SHAKING WILD

"LOOK AT ME NOW! ARE YOU PROUD OF YOUR PRECIOUS CHILD?"

BUT SHE KNEW HER PARENTS WEREN'T THE ONES TO BLAME

IT'S THE WORLD THAT SHOULD BOW DOWN IT'S HEAD IN SHAME

SHE STOOD UP ON THE CHAIR AND LOOKED OU AT THE MOON

JUST DON'T THINK, IT WILL ALL BE OVER SOON

THE  CHAIR FELL AND SHE TOOK HER FINAL BREATH

IT'S ALL OVER, ALL GONE, NOW SHE'S GREETING DEATH

HER MOM WALKS IN AND FALLS TO THE FLOOR

NOW NOTHING CAN TAKE BACK WHAT SHE JUST SAW

THE LITTLE GIRL SHE RAISED IS JUST HANGING THERE

HER BODY PALE AND HER FACE VIOLENTLY BARE

SHE PICKS UP THE NOTE AND UNFOLDS IT WITH CARE

ALL SHE DOES IS STARE, "HOW CAN THIS BE FAIR?"

SHE STARTS READING AS THE TEARS ROLL DOWN HER FACE

"I'M SORRY MOM BUT THIS WORLDS JUST NOT MY PLACE

I'VE TRIED FOR SO LONG TO FIX THIS AND FIT IN

I'VE COME TO REALIZE THIS WORLDS FULL OF SIN

THERES NOTHING FOR ME HERE, I'M JUST A WASTE OF SPACE

THERES NO REASON FOR ME TO STAY HERE WITH THIS AWEFUL RACE

IT'S A DISGRACE, I WAS MISPLACED

BORN IN THE WRONG TIME, AND IN THE WRONG PLACE

IT'S OKAY THOUGH, 'CAUSE YOU'LL SEE ME SOON

YOU'LL KNOW WHEN YOUR TIME HAS COME, JUST LOOK AT THE MOON

AS IT SHINES BRIGHT THROUGHOUT THE NIGHT

AND REMEMBER, EVERYONE'S FACING THEIR OWN FIGHT

BUT I CAN'T DEAL WITH THE PAIN, I'M NOT A FIGHTER

YOU'LL MAKE IT THROUGH THE NIGHT, JUST HUG YOUR PILLOW TIGHTER

SO LET THE WORLD KNOW, I DIED IN VAIN

'CAUSE THE WORLD AROUND ME IS THE ONE TO BLAME

AND I KNOW IN A YEAR YOU'LL FORGET I'M GONE

'CAUSE I'M NOT REALLY SOMETHING TO BE DWELLED ON

THAT'S WHAT THEY USED TO SAY, ALL THOSE KIDS AT SCHOOL

SO I'M GOING BY THE LAW, 'MAJORITY RULES'

MY PRESENCE ON THOS EARTH ISN'T NEEDED ANY LONGER

AND IF ANYTHING, I HOPE THIS MAKES YOU STRONGER

YOUR THE BEST FRIEND THAT I EVER HAD

IT'S A SHAME I HAD TO MAKE YOU SO VERY SAD

BUT JUST REMEMBER THAT YOU MEANT EVERYTHING TO ME

AND TO MY HEART, YOU'RE THE ONLY ONE WHO HELD THE KEY

NOW IT'S TIME TO GO I'M RUNNING OUT OF ROON TO WRITE

AND YES I LOST MY FIGHT, BUT PLEASE JUST HOLD ON TIGHT

I'M WATCHING OVER YOU FROM THE CLOUDS ABOVE

AND SENDING DOWN THE PUREST AND WHITEST DOVE

TO WATCH OVER YOU, AND BE MY WATCHFUL EYE

SO THIS IS IT WORLD,

GOOD BYE

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Let this be a reminder, that if you feel alone and unloved, that there is still someone who does care. Death isn't the only answer! There ARE  other ways to deal with pain rather than causing yourself or anyone else pain. Just look around and you will find it. It's NEVER worth your life. 

I've felt hopeless and forgotten before. I felt like it had to end. But that's NOT the answer! The only way to heal os to give yourself time to. You can't heal a wound if you scratch  at it and not deal with it properly. It's the same with emotions. If you push aside care, you'll never heal! Well, that's all!

'Til next time! No-one, out!


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