To Infinity and beyond. [A Troyler story]

I love you as much as I love Troye boy.

Tyler's POV. 

Confronting someone is all fun and games until the person you have to confront is your mum and it gets even harder when what you have to confront her about something super important like the fact that she intentionally broke you and your boyfriend up. Don't get me wrong, I absolutely adore my mother and I will always love her but that woman needs to understand where to draw the line. I mean it is perfectly understandable for parents to want to interfere in their child's life but I draw the line when it comes to Troye. To be quite honest I wouldn't have minded much if she had attempted to pull that kind of prank in any of my previous relationship but Troye is way too important to me. I adore him too much and I need him in my life. 

We had gone through enough shit in the first phase of our relationship that i'd really love to just have a happy quiet relationship for the rest of our lives. The fact that we had to go through so many hurdles in the early stages of our relationship makes me treasure and value this relationship more than I have ever done with any of my previous relationships to be quite honest. Id be utterly stupid if I didn't treat him like my Prince charming, which he absolutely is. I refuse to gamble with our relationship as it is way too important to me, I can not imagine what i'd do if I didn't have that little nugget in my life. Life would be less entertaining and I doubt it'd be worth living if my prince wasn't involved.

My train of thought was interrupted by a knock of my window, then I realized I had arrived at home. I looked up and realized my mother was standing outside my door with a look on her face that suggested she was getting rather impatient with me. I finally opened the door and smiled at her to which she replied "Where have you been Ty?" I literally just wanted to confront her right there and then, and just tell her everything that was going through my head but as mus=ch as I would have loved to do that I couldn't because my mother is a really sensitive woman and as much as I'd like to lash out at her without any consideration of her I couldn't do that. Instead I just got out of my car, put my arm around her shoulder and said "Oh mother dearest, you worry too much. I just went to see a friend of mine." to which she sighed and said "Well since this friend of yours has no name, I sure do hope it isn't that boy again." I immediately knew that this was my mothers lever or subtle way to ask if I'd gone to visit my ever so loving boyfriend but I just played along with her silly game and said "Mum, you do know I have way too many boys on my hands so you'd have to be more specific." 

We started to walk towards the front door and I somewhat hoped she wouldn't have a reply to my statement but she obviously did as she reached to open the door with her back facing me and then said "Tyler, don't play smart with me. You know Iii'm talking about that good for nothing Troye boy." I said nothing for a while because I needed the patience to get myself together or I would have just ended up screaming at my mother and even though she obviously deserved that type of response I just couldn't get myself to do that. I also didn't want her to guilt trip me and say that the only reason why I would have the audacity to talk to her like that was because Troye had poisoned my mind against her and I really just wasn't in the mood for that type of argument. I just wanted to get this over and done with so I could go cuddle with my boyfriend after not being with him for ages. Once we got in I sat on the couch furthest away from her and said "I could lie to you and tell you I went to see someone else but I don't see the point of that, so yes mum I went to see Troye and I'm not sorry about the fact that I finally got to see my boyfriend after what seems like ages" I started to get up from my seat after it seemed like she wasn't going to respond to what I had said but apparently she was willing to keep the conversation going as she said "boyfriend?" Okay so I love my mother to the death of me and everything but if I was a violent person I might have thrown something in her direction because the shock in her voice disgusted me. Also the fact that that was the only response she could give me made my stomach churn and my head began spinning from the utter betrayal I felt. You could probably feel the anger radiating from me if you were standing close enough to me at that point. I honestly just wanted to pull at my hair until everything stopped because your mother is supposed to be your rock, the person that always wishes you the best and always supports you no matter what the situation is. The weight fo the betrayal finally dawned on me and the fact that my mother could ever be so against my relationship with Troye for no apparent reason really hurt, probably more than it should. 

I guess she took my silence as permission to continue because the next thing she said was "You guys broke up, why would you go back to him. Stop letting that stupid boy brainwash you. He isn't worth it." You know how sometimes you wish you had the super power to perform wonders, well I wish I had the power to stop time and then reverse certain things, just to stop them from ever occurring in the first place. The fact that my mother had said that the love of my life wasn't worth it made me fume to no ends and I don't exactly regret what I said next but the crushed look on her face made me feel a pang of guilt after I said "That boy who apparently isn't worth it is the most important thing that has ever happened to me and I absolutely love him to the death of me. He is so important to me and I Love him as much as I love you, Mum. I love him so much that I would do absolutely anything for him. Absolutely anything even if it meant going against you in any way." 

A/N Sorry for any gramatical errors ir anything but I wrote this during my free period at school and I don't have time to read through it.