New Kid at Konoha High (Gaara x Lee)

Chapter Sixteen

        Gaara watched as he brother drove away from Lee's street. He stood at the dirt and looked over at the door, rubbing softly at his lips. Ugh why am I like this? He shakes his head and knocked on the door, biting his lips as he tucked his hands into his hoodie pocket. He looked around nervously and the looked up when the door opened. Lee smiled down at at Gaara and opened the door farther for the redhead. 'He looks shy or a little nervous.' Lee sighed and looked around slightly, going to the kitchen and grabbed some snacks out. Gaara walked inside and followed Lee out to the kitchen, looking around slowly and touched at his sides softly.

"I wanted to talk with you about why I got so weird last night." Gaara said gently as he felt at the tight green tank top Lee wore.

"Okay. Um wanna go upstairs then? Let me make my shake. You want anything to eat?" Lee asked as he grabbed out some fruits and ice.

"I'm alright now." He said back and watched him make the smoothie.

      After that was done Lee walked them up to his room and looked around, closing the door up when they were both inside. Gaara looked around at all the medals, ribbons, trophies, pretty much any achievement he had it in the doom. He blinked a few times before sitting down on the bed. He messed with his hands again as Lee sipped on his smoothie and sat next to Gaara. They were both pretty quiet for a bit expect for Lee sipping on his straw. He looked around and biting his lip down a bit too hard.

"I'm really sorry." Gaara apologized once again, for the hundredth time.

"It's okay Gaara, I just want to know what's wrong?" Lee said gently and sets down his cup.

"My dad really screwed me up I think. He beat us when we did something wrong. So I was so scared to get into any kind of relationship when I lived with him. So this is all new. These feelings and such. It's so different. And I'm just confused on how to act because I've never been able to show my emotions really. This is my first time ever feeling something for someone.." the younger one answered and looked down. 

"So you weren't joking about your dad in like a protective parent way. Like a literal kill and hurt you?" He sighed and pushed a hand through his hair.

"Y...yeah. If I still lived with him and he found out about this he.he would have hurt me so much and probably go after you too..."

"Well that's total bull-sorry for my language. But you don't live with him still. Right? You don't deserve any of that."

"I live with my brother now."

"Well that's good. If you ever need anywhere the stay I would let you stay with me. My dad is really nice. He wouldn't care. Wow, I didn't think you were super serious about what your dad would do..."

"It's okay...I'm okay physically I just...I'm still weird mentally. Just trying to get used to this. I don't keep myself together very well. Like thinking about pissed off he would be make me want to just makeout with you. It's so fucking confusing."

"Y.you do? Really?"

"Yeah and I just, I don't know why. My brother told me last night that when he got his own place he fucked the first guy willing just because he could do it without getting beat up by dad and that's maybe why I'm feeling like this..."

"Well that's understandable. I never felt the need to do anything that we did because my dad is okay with whatever I do."

"I wish my life was like that. I wish I didn't feel so confused about all of this. I'm really sorry that I forced myself on you last night."

"No no, you didn't. You made me feel really good. Like I really liked that. I just wasn't sure if I did something wrong to make your brother come and pick you up. I wasn't sure if I hurt your mouth or something and you didn't want to see me."

"I do want to see you. I want to see you all the time. It's unhealthy how much I want to see you, how I'm feeling towards you."

        Gaara hugged at his hoodie and looked down at the ground, so utterly embarrassed on what he was saying. Lee watched and moved close, the other slowly moved closer. The older one took a slow breath and he turned quickly and gave a kiss to the redhead. He kissed slowly and pressed a little to the other, closing his eyes and letting the new student touch at his bare arms. 'Maybe he doesn't want a kiss but...he really needs one. I want to make sure Gaara is okay.' He felt the other pull away and their eyes locked briefly before Gaara looked away slightly. He hugged himself and looked around the room then his hand moved away from himself—grabbing softly at that tight tank top and pulling Lee close. He laid back and wrapped his arms around the other, hugging onto himself tightly and looking up at Lee with his soft turquoise eyes. He closed his eyes before kissing Lee again, hugging at him in a needy way and kissing almost desperately.

"I'll protect you from anyone who tries to hurt you, you'll be mine." Lee said slowly against the kiss, feeling Gaara trying to continue that kiss.

"Yours?" Gaara hummed and looked up confused as he broke the kiss.

"Well I'll protect you even you are just my friend but-but I want to be boyfriends. I want to take you out on dates and stuff."

"Boyfriends?"

"Yes, boyfriends. I...If we are going to do things like this shouldn't we be dating?"

"You really want to date me? I've never dated because I'm so fucked up in the head."

"And I'm okay with that. I can take care of you and help you. You can call me whenever you need my help."

"Y...you're serious?"

"I am very serious about you..."

        Gaara watched a bit scared of this new idea and he shakes his head, not knowing what to say or do. He grabbed at Lee's shirt again and started to kiss his lips again. That's all he could do right now is kiss the other boy, that's all he wanted. He talked enough for today. He didn't want to say anything else. He just wanted to kiss. He wanted to forget about how fucked up he seemed and Lee currently the only person that could do that for him. When the older one was pulling away Gaara tangled his pale hand into his dark hair and followed to sit up and continue to kiss the track star. At first Lee was really trying to pull away to talk more but when Gaara continued to follow for the kiss he decided to keep his mouth shut (metaphorically not physically) and just give Gaara what he wanted. He gave Gaara as passionate and as best as kiss he could give.

"I love-" Lee started and he was cut off by a hard and shushing kiss.

"No you don't. You like me, o.okay? We don't love yet." Gaara shakes his head no quickly.