𝐅𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐅𝐨𝐫 𝐑𝐞𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐬 | 𝐨𝐧 𝐡𝐨𝐥𝐝

24. what now?

"Chase" i whispered to myself. the guy took his hands out of my shorts and clenched his fist, "what are you doing here" he raised his voice, "step away from her, before you get seriously hurt" Chase warned them. "aight bet, come at us" one of them said. Chase threw a punch at all off them knocking them out one by one. "Chase- where did you learn how to do that?" i asked, "listen, you have more things to worry about, first of all we need to get you back to the hotel" he said.

1 text from my baby 💓💞
i opened it

Liv, where are you?

why do you wanna know?

send me a picture of your arms

no. why should i?

Liv, im not fucking around
send it now

bye Anthony.
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i put my phone in my pocket and continued to walk with Chase , "hey thanks by the way" i said, "there's no need to thank me, i just did what was right" he said, "yea but like-" he cut me off kissing me on my lips, "Olivia, i am so sorry, it was in the moment thing i-" i collided my lips with his cupping his face, our lips moved in sync, melting into eachother, he put his hands on my waist under my hoodie and pulled me in closer. i pulled away. "let's continue walking to the hotel?" i said walking off.

we got back to the hotel, i went into my room so i can get my toiletries, before i can open the door i can hear Anthony yelling, he must be on the phone, "Cynthia, stop fucking calling me, i want nothing to do with you. BYE" he yelled. i opened the door with the keycard and went inside.

"im just here to get some stuff um, sorry for bothering you" i said, i got my stuff and before i left Anthony said "Liv, please stay, we can talk about this", i looked into his eyes, "not right now Anthony, bye" i said as closing the door.

Anthony's POV
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i dont know if this is the last time im going to talk to her, i just, i miss her, i want her in my arms and i just- 

my thoughts were interrupted by someone knocking on the door, i was hoping it was Olivia but unfortunately it wasn't, it was Chase.

"Anthony" he said, he looked aggravated, he let himself in and closed the door behind him, i sat down on the bed while he was pacing around the room, "fucking own up to your own mistakes already, i've been more of a boyfriend to her in an hour than you have in 4 months" he raised his voice, "what" i said, "Anthony YOUR GIRL WAS SEXUALLY ASSAULTED AN HOUR AGO, OPEN YOUR FUCKING EYES, I HAD TO FIGHT THEM, IF YOU WOULDN'T HAVE LASHED OUT ON HER, SHE WOULDN'T HAVE SEEN YOU WITH CYNTHIA, SHE WOULDN'T HAVE WENT FOR A WALK AND GET SEXUALLY ASSAULTED. YOU KNOW THE WAY SHE FEELS ABOUT HER AND YOU STILL DID IT. ANTHONY SHE HAS BEEN THROUGH SO MUCH AND THIS IS HOW YOU TREAT HER? wow so stop being a fucking dick and realise your fucking problems bye" he left the room.

i sat there, not knowing what to do, was Liv actually sexually assaulted? i need to talk to her but she doesn't want to talk to me. i was there crying my eyes out, i didn't want to get out off bed, i just wanted to continue crying.

Chase's POV
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i had to tell Jaden, i just had to, he's her brother, he deserves to know, he needs to know.

i knocked on the door of his room, there comes out a shirtless, messy haired Jaden. "Chase, its almost 3 am what do you want?" he said, "Olivia was sexually assaulted" i said, his eyes grew wide open, "come again?" he said in shock, "she was sexually assaulted" i repeated, "what, when, where?" he said, "she went out for a walk and a bunch of guys circled her, one came up to her and started doing things, i punched them and we went back to the hotel" i explained, "wow, is she okay? please tell me she is" he asked, "she told me she is but you cant be too sure" i replied, he thanked me and went back inside.

i didn't understand why such a goddess like Olivia would be dating such an ass like Anthony, i wish she was with me. i would treat her like never before, she's too precious for this world.

Olivia's POV
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i came out of the room i was in and saw Chase sitting on the hallway floor, "hey, i thought you were asleep" i said, "i thought the same thing" he chuckled. i sat down next to him, he placed his hand on my thigh, im not going to lie but i blushed. he's just so amazing, i put my head on his shoulder and his head on mine, we just sat there, in silence, it wasn't uncomfortable, it was relaxing, "Olivia, you wouldn't hide anything from me, right?" he asked.

fuck, do i tell him about my self harm or Jake, "remember when i told you about the fight Anthony and i had at the fair?" guess Jake it is then, he nodded. "it was about Jake, he raped me". he looked at me, "Olivia, i am so sorry that you had to go through that" he apologised, "no need but thank you" i looked into his eyes, his deep ocean blue eyes that i could get lost in forever. i closed my eyes and collided our lips together, i sat on his lap without breaking the kiss, it felt so right but so wrong, i was still with anthony and here i am making out with one of his friends.

i pulled away and he frowned , "Chase, i have to go but thank you for everything" he smiled and i went back into the room. i laid on the bed and instantly fell asleep.

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a week passed since all this happened and i was ready to talk to Anthony. i knocked on the door, and he opened it, he looked like he hasn't slept and eaten this whole week and instead he was crying, his eyes looked swollen.

"Anthony, we need to talk" i said walking in, "this relationship is getting toxic" i said, "Liv, i love you so much i didn't mean to hurt in any way" he replied, "but you did, multiple times Anthony" i yelled, there was a silence in the room, "what- what else did you do with Cynthia" i said softly, "oh my god OLIVIA" he raised his voice, "ANSWER THE GODDAMN QUESTION ANTHONY" i yelled.

"we kissed" as soon as he said that my heart dropped to my stomach, how can he- how can he do that. "i- i dont know what to say, except fuck you, we're done" i stormed off out of the room. i couldn't feel anything anymore, i was numb, i fell on the hallway floor sobbing my eyed out, i didn't care who saw me, i didn't care who heard me, i was heart broken.

Chase came out of his room and held me in his arms, i always felt safe with him, "hey listen its okay" he reassured me, "he kissed Cynthia and we broke up" i sobbed, "you dont need him, you're better off on your own. we can have a movie night and all of us can stay in one room together, it will be fun" he said, i nodded and continued crying.

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its been a 3 weeks since we broke up and Chase and i are happier than ever, we haven't done anything big yet besides making out but i liked it that way. that morning i woke up feeling sick to my stomach, i went to the bathroom and threw up, Chase rushed into the bathroom holding my hair and rubbing my back. he helped me get up and wash my face. i laid back down.

"what did you eat yesterday?" he asked, "i haven't had anything that would make me feel nauseous" i replied, "oh ok, just lay down and get some rest for the day" he said.

the whole day i was throwing up, i started to become pale. i read this article about how a baby's heart forms after 4 weeks of pregnancy, thats when most women know they're pregnant and what happened 4 weeks ago? Anthony and i had sex.

i rushed to the nearest pharmacy grabbing a pregnancy test, as soon as i got back from the hotel, i went into the bathroom and peed on the stick. those 3 minutes were the longest minutes of my life, it felt like hours until my timer went off, my palms were sweating, i've never been more stressed, i can't be pregnant i'm only 18. i turned around the stick.

positive.