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🙎🏼‍♂️Zane >
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ZANE
│ what the fuck did you do to Anthony?
ME
│ i beg your pardon? wdym
ZANE
│ he isn't answering anyone on his
│ phone and when i came over to his
│ house, he didn't open his bedroom
│ door, i had to let myself in
ME
│alright? and what do i have to do with │it?
ME
│we broke up over a month ago
ZANE
│he hasn't spoke about anything else │ever since so please just talk to him │olivia, please.
ME
│alright, i'll see

••

great, now i have to talk to Anthony. we haven't really properly talked after Noen and i almost kissed. its like he tried to avoid me the whole time until i had to leave, he just hugged me but like a light hug. to think of it, it was barely one, it was just a hover with a pat on the back. i really did miss Anthony. i miss his cuddles, the smell of his cologne, how he'd get mad about guys commenting on my posts, his soft lips against mine, his deep raspy voice whispering into my ear, his tight grip around me when we sleep, his soft gentle graze on my skin, playing with his silky smooth hair, wearing his clothes and him being overly ecstatic about it, jamming out to music together in the middle of the night, how we would always wrestle, how he would hug me so tight after an outing with his friends telling me how much he missed me, staring into his ocean blue eyes for hours. just fucking everything.

i started at my phone for a good 5 minutes before opening iMessages.

Neon :) >

hey noen, im so sorry for
being a bitch, i really didn't
mean it. i love you in every way
possible and you have every single
right to be mad at me. im just
not in the right state of mind
to be looking for someone new.

i know you'd probably fucking hate
to hear this but i might give anthony
another go. i'll talk to you later, i
love you <333

i hope you're happy with him olivia

i just need my space

good bye :/

oh ok, thanks. got it

take care :)
read 11:46 pm

••

cool, he left me on read again, understandable. i just hope he's happy. my food came shortly after so i put on that movie on Netflix 'The Silence' while eating my food. i kinda got spooked but i like these type of movies. its fun.

•••

'8:45 AM' wow. back to my regular waking hour. i dont think i have any plans today, cool. a chill day for me to get my mind together. i picked up the hotel phone and ordered breakfast. while i waited i went into the shower.

i came out in a robe then suddenly the door rang so i expected it to be the room service. "hey".

"Oliver? what are you doing here? how did you get my room number? who let you in-" he cut me off.

"don't worry about that baby" he winked.

"im not your baby so stop calling me that and tell me why you're here" i snapped.