Mine (mid90s)

5

As I entered back to the party, I couldn't find Fuckshit, Estee or anyone. I thought for a sec that they left me. I went around the dance floor n saw everyone.

I gave out a big relief
"omg thought you guys had left me for a sec"
I said.

They shook their heads
"Nah we would never," Ray said.

"Hey, have you seen Fuck- "
I said as I turned around n seen him making out with a girl.

I froze
"wtf you okay?!"
Estee let out a chuckle
as she turned around to see what I was seeing.

We both looked away
"that's fuckin Stacy" she said rolling her eyes.

"Wtf me n him was just making out. N he's been making out the whole time as I waited for him. Fuckin asshole" I said to Estee.

"See I told you he's a player!"
Estee said hugging me trying to cheer me up.
But I wasn't having it

"It's whatever, I mean we're not together"
I said with a fake chuckle.

"Exactly bitch! You don't need him now let's find u someone" she said.
I shake my head as a no.

I sat next to Fourth grade
As everyone was dancing n Fuckshit still making out with her.

Estee came back to pull me n Fourth grade to the dance floor. which she succeeds.
Me n Estee we're dancing till we meet this boy named Brandon.

He was pretty chill after we danced a little.
Me n him went to get a drink.

"Let's take a shot?" I said to him.

"Let's fuckin do it!"

"Ayeee!" I said as we both poured our drink.

"1,2,3"
he said n we both drank that shit quick.
We both laughed n we went back to sit down.
As we're sitting I glanced over where Fuckshit was at. They had finally stopped making out n we make eye contact for a sec till I look away immediately as I roll my eyes.

Brandon saw the situation
"y'all two messing around?" He asked

"What-
Nah I mean we made out but nothing like that"
"I'm actually gonna head out"
I said getting up.

He gets up
"Can I walk you home?" he asked.

"Sure if u want doesn't matter, I'll be back gonna tell Estee."

I processed to walk over but Fuckshit made his way around me before I got to Estee. He stands in front of me.

"Who's that N****?!" He asked.

"No one"
I said with a fake chuckle.

"I'm not dumb Steph! That's fuckin Brandon fuckin lame ass dude" he said.

"Ight then, you now cool I gotta go"
I said getting away from him.

Fuckshit follows me as I go over to Estee. I told her I'm leaving, walk back to where Brandon was at.

Fuckshit grabs my arm
"where u going?!" He asked.

"Going home n let go of me"
I said getting out of his grip n begin to walk over to Brandon.

He was still following me
"You need a ride" he asked
As he rubs the back of his neck with one hand in his pocket.

"Fuck no I'm fine" I said to him.

He didn't say anything but saw Brandon.
Fuckshit scoffed as he looks him up n down.
He looked at me n turns around back to the party.

"I don't think Fuckshit is gonna like me no more!" Brandon said.

"He's stupid"
I mumbled as we both walk away from the party.

Me n Brandon parted ways home n exchanged numbers.

25 min later

I was lying in bed til
The telephone rings n I answered it.

"Can we talk Steph?" Fuckshit mumbled

"There's nothing to talk about,"  I said.

"Plz Shawty I'm outside ur house"
I didn't say anything

"Hello?" He said

"Umm...
yea ig I'll be there," I said as we hanged up.

I quietly sneak out my room n make my way to his car. I open his door n sit down.

"Yea?" I said

"I'm sorry," he said looking at me.

"we're just friends" I said

He signs with a frustrated tone
"But I don't wanna be ur friend I wanna be more than friends" he said

I shake my head n roll my eyes.

"How?! u wanted me to be ur plus tonight. I was waiting for u like an idiot till I saw u choking her down" I said getting mad.

"N that's why I'm sorry cuz she just a side piece I got distracted. N what about u?! U n Brandon? Did y'all fuck? Where did y'all go?!"
He said raising his voice.

I rolled my eyes
"We didn't fuck! We're just friends. N why do u care if we even fucked?! Ur, not my boyfriend n I'm not yours." I said in frustration tone

"Why are we even trippin about what we did. We're not dating" I added

He signs looking out the window.

"Idek I got jealous when u were with him. Look, Shawty I'm sorry that I didn't treat u right tonight." He said

We didn't say anything, it was silent in his car for a good 2 min till I spoke.

"It's fine"
I said as I let out a chuckle

"Yea?
So we good now Shawty"
He said with a giggle.

I nodded my head.

"I can finally do this again"
he said going close to my face as we begin to kiss but I broke it out.

"I need to go home. Tomorrow?" I said

He laughs "I'll see ur fine ass tomorrow"

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Chapter 5🖤🖤 a bit longer chapter.