Mine (mid90s)

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I went back inside the party as tears ran through my cheeks.

I wiped them off but more tears came running. I was drunk and already crying. Brandon ran into me and followed me as I made my way to the bathroom.

"Woah what happened?" He asked.

"Fuckshit." I simply said.

I closed the door behind us as we entered the bathroom.

"Do I just end it with him"
....
"Or be with him"
I said as tears came more.

"Oh, your so drunk Steph," Brandon said.

We stayed in the bathroom for a good minute until I was ready.
We went back as we watched people dance.
I saw Fuckshit holding hands with Stacy.

Brandon hit my shoulder.

"Man Steph fuck him," He said.

"Your right fuck him"
I said as I grabbed Brandon to the kitchen.

I began pouring shots

"Yo you think that's a good idea you're already drunk"
Brandon said with a chuckle.

I gave him his shot

"Nah I'm good," I said as I drank my shot.

He shrugged n drank his. I then grabbed more drinks and held Brandon's hand as I lead the way.

Fuckshit n Stacy we're next to the aisle. As we passed by them I purposely hit Fuckshit's shoulder.

He looked back at us as I continued going to a room.
Not just any room HIS room.

I knew that Fuckshit saw us go to his room.
Brandon was super confused about why we were in his room.

I put the drinks on the floor as I sat down.
Brandon sat next to me.

"Still getting at him huh"
He said with a chuckle.

"A taste of his own medicine" I laughed.

"He for sure thinks we're gonna fuck in his room" I added

We talked as we drank. Brandon looked over at the clock seeing the time.

"Damn 1 already?! I gotta bounce. I have shit to do tomorrow morning. Sorry, Steph!"
Brandon said as we got up from the floor.

"I'm probably gonna go too"
I said as we grabbed the empty bottles.

We opened the door seeing Fuckshit leaned against the wall. He scoffed n rolled his eyes at Brandon. His shoulder hit Brandon as he entered his room.

We said our goodbyes before we went separately.
I tried looking for Estee but she was busy with a guy. So I waited in the Kitchen.

I saw Fuckshit come back into the living room.
He wasn't seen with Stacy or the other girls.
Instead with his guy friends.

He kept staring at me but I acted like I didn't see him.

"Steph you looked so hot with Brandon!"
Estee joked as she sat next to me

I laughed.

"I don't know but he's sweet yk"
I yelled out due to the music.

We got more drinks and danced.
By 2 we were already passing out on the couch.