My Sunshine (Nash Grier)

dreaming?

I know I haven't been on in a while, I know I said I was ending the book & then I said I was making a sequel.. And then I didn't. Well here's why.

I seriously had given up on the boys, month's of not being noticed, being a crazy fan... Not being able to really connect to them, I lost interest.

Then I finally got in twitter again since the first time in June. And I realized that it was such a big part of who I was and I couldn't just give up, I then started to get updated on all my fan give again. And then, when I thought it was okay not to get noticed. I did it.

I accomplished my goal, I finally had the chance to meet him, the sunshine of my life. Yeah it was really rushed but who cares? I met Taylor Michael Caniff.

I seriously did. It was amazing, after 3 & 1/2 hours in line, in the freezing cold. I met him, and it was all worth it no matter how annoying half the girls we're inline. But I did it. And I'm back, the same Nash girl as before with a new attitude & height bc I finally grew. I'm 5'2' and your girl still looks up to me bitchhhhh. 💋

- in case you don't want to go back and re-read. Here's a brief summary what happened then I'll start, Kierstyn had sent Nash's and hers doh to the o2l house while they went to magcon Indy. After a day of being back and Chloe died, she found a new (old) friend named Trisha she went to the mall with planning to set her and Taylor up. But as she came back after the mall she was swimming and Kian brought over Beth. Spilling to her the feelings he had all

Along, adding a kiss in there. Nash, over heard the whole thing and found and gave Kian a piece of his mind, not just expressing with his mouth but also with his body. He went back inside questioning for kierstyn's appearance and when she showed he kicked her out, her leaving her wedding ring in his possession. She got the quickest flight to New York settling in there when he does a YOUNOW that he tweeted about, she got out her laptop opening it, and finding that he had said his goodbyes and took some pills, worse then the ones he had been taking before, they took 5 hours to settle in and by the time she got there she got a couple sentences out to each other before he was done. Years later she had a kid, from Nash who she had had sex with close before he died. It was his kid and she knew it.

(Were going to continue where the paramedics come to take Nash away.)

They arrived, tears coming down my face, the lights flashing from outside of me rushing with them down to the hospital. He must have been done, he took too many. His body not being able to handy that much.

"Mam, I'm sorry you cannot ride in there with us, but we can meet you at the hospital." A woman said to me, thinking as if he had hope.

"Thank you." I said making no eye contact with her.

I walked back inside, not knowing what to do. I had anger, pain inside of me I have never felt before.

I felt the heart rip inside of me, and that when it hit me. It was his fault. He did this to me. Kian.

I took the book shelf about 6 & 1/3 feet tall, I shoved it to the ground tearing and putting holes in the walls. I threw stuff at it. And I didn't care.

I finally stopped and pushed my self to a wall, my back sliding down it. Crying out his name.

"Nash, I love you, I love you Nash."

I got up grabbing some shoes to slide them on and I got in my car. It's about 11 and night and I'm driving to the hospital.

I walk in.

"Mrs Grier?" A lady asked me. I nodded my head. "Right this way." She gestured and I followed her.

"We took a look into bashes body, seems to me the pills he told did not digest, he was reacting from previous pills taken and achohol drank."

"Your telling me he's going to be okay?" I said

"After some days of resting, and some look into his damage, he's absolutely going to be fine." The doctor said to me. "Would you like to see him?" She asked.

"He's awake?" I asked in confusion.

"Very, it's been about an hours since he's been here." She answered.

"Must have lost track of time." I said.

She put a smile on my her face and led me to his room.

"I'll leave you two." She said stepping out of the room and closing the door behind us.

"I love you, I am so sorry for acting like that. Please put your ring back on." Nash said coughing about in the sentence.

"I'm so glad you're okay, I love you too." I said back.

"Your going to have to have some surgeries, and other things done to get those pills out, but let me tell you how happy I am." I said.

"Please forgive me, for everything." He said with a nervous look on his face.

"Anything for a guy who scares me so bad I have a panic attack." I said.

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So hopefully this makes up. I know it's short, but I needed to get this done and over with. And if any one could help me figure out how to delete chapter that would so help like fr. 😂😂😭

Have a good day my lovelies! 😘