The way we were

4

My top is bare? Wait,my down too??
Holy shit !! I'm naked!
A strong pair of hands is holding my waist.
Oh God let this be a dream.
I touched my pussy,it was swollen and wet with some sticky liquid.
I face palmed. The events of last night all played like a movie before my eyes.
I felt tears coming into my eyes. Jayden was asleep beside me oblivious of my break down.
The silent tears turned into sobbing.
Hot angry tears started falling. I yanked the sheets of me and started dressing up. I need to get out off here most importantly go find Mira and apologize for my stupid mistake.
I grabbed my bag and started towards the door, I am pulled back before I touched the door's knob.
A very angry looking Jayden pushed me back on the bed.
"Where the fuck do you think you are going?" I blinked with disbelief. This guy has so much stupid nerve.
"Get out of my way you son of a bitch!" I was fuming with anger.
"You dare have the guts to ask me that after forcefully sleeping with me? This isn't my house and all of this is a mistake so let me out of here."
He smirked.
"Forced sex? Sweetheart incase you forgot, you asked me to graciously fuck you. It was a mutual agreement and from the moans I know you enjoyed every bit of it."
I bowed my head in shame.
"Fine,whatever let me out of here. I need to go see my girlfriend."
He snapped his head in my direction with anger on his face.
"If you think you're going back to that lifestyle then you are crazy. I'm not letting you out of this room until you agree to date me."
I stared at him with my mouth wide open in disbelief. He is going nuts if he thinks I will be in a relationship with him.
"You are the one who is crazy!! Who holds a girl without her consent because he wants to date her??? Haven't you heard of asking a girl out?? It's not gonna work so you better let me out or I will call police."
I reached into my purse for my phone,it was gone.
"Looking for this?"
He held up my phone.
I rushed towards him with the aim of snatching my phone but he ended up on the bed with me on top.
He grabbed my ass and forcefully kissed me roughly.
I struggled to get out of his grip with no avail.
"This dress is blocking my way, I'm not yet done with you girlfriend."
He licked my ear lobe and ripped my dress.
He flipped me over and laid on top of me.
I was already tired from trashing underneath him. Eventually I gave in knowing it is a lost cause for me.

Three days and countless times of sexual intercourse I was sore and tired.
I thought after a day or two he'd get tired and let me go but this psycho proved me wrong.
I had cried and begged for him to let me go, offering him money and all he wanted but he kept refusing saying he wanted a relationship with me.
Thinking about these few days of being 'kidnapped' , he had been genuinely nice apart from the sex part. I must admit dick wasn't really bad.
In as much as I am so into being gay I knew that eventually I'd have to give it up because don't judge me but I'm a Christian and we all know what the good book says about being homosexual. Mira argued with me endlessly about this. Saying God created her like that.

I battled myself before arriving at this conclusion.
I will tell Jayden I agree to be his girlfriend so he'd let me out then once I got back to my parents house he'd not have any hold on me.

I was deep engrossed in an episode of Grimm when Jayden walked in dressed up ready to step out.
"I'm meeting some guys at the mall,should I get you something?" He sat down beside me on bed.
"Nah," I said with an attitude.
"What's up with the attitude ma?" He pulled me closer to him.
"I wanna go home,please I promise I won't see Mira again." I pleaded
He chuckles
"I've told you my deal ma,if you're ready for me I will let you go," his voice low and husky.
"Fine."

He pulled back and looked at me with disbelief.
"What?"
"You heard me, I will be your girl."
"Stop playing my feelings ma,you know how much I feel you."
"I'm serious Jay,I'm gonna date you. I will be your girl."
I confirmed .
"Ok,I see that. Do I look dumb to you huh?"
I quickly snapped my head up looking directly into his eyes surprised at his sudden outburst.
"You want to play with me and go home so you can kiss my ass goodbye huh? I figured it out ma. I'm not stupid to believe a hard core les like you would just jump at the chance of being straight. I'm not a kid yeah. I'll see you later."
He walked out of the door quickly before I could say anything.
I huffed.
Boys !!!

**^^^^
Three hours and some junk food later,Jayden was still not yet back.
I was in the bathroom taking a piss when I heard the door open and voices talking.
My dress was flung into my face the moment I stepped out of the washroom .
"Dress up we're leaving." I stared at Jayden in disbelief .
"It's an order not a request," he shouted at me.
I did as I was told.
Leaning against the wall with arms crossed on my chest,I watched him pack stuff into a backpack.
He threw his phone at me and asked me to order an Uber to my house.
My hands quickly found the Uber app and did as I was told not wanting to lose my freedom.

The car pulled up in front of my apartment.
I quickly stepped out of the car. Jayden gave me my phone through the window.
I was surprised is an understatement. I was shocked.
"Call me when you get home," was all he said before the car sped away.
He didn't give me any reason for his sudden change but I was glad to be back home.
My room was as I left it.
I changed into a white tee and biker shorts and settled on my couch with ice cream.
Home sweet home.

I checked my phone,51 missed calls and 10 messages.
I decided to call my mom first.
"Hello,"
"Keira when are you coming home," she asked calmly.
Shocked.
First question she asks after not hearing from me for days??
"Are you back from Jasmine's place ?"
Then it clicked. Jayden kept my phone because Jasmine was convincing my mom I was with her.
"I will be coming tomorrow mom," I replied calmly.
"The driver will be there by 12 pm ,see you then."
She hanged up.

Next on my call list, Mira.
My calls went straight to voicemail.
I decided to check up on her at the house.

The front door wasn't locked so I knew she was inside.
I heard muffled sounds coming from upstairs.
She surely has company.

I slowly opened her bedroom door .
A bottle of scotch whiskey was on the floor with five shot glasses.
She was on the bed with someone. They had still not recognized my presence owing to the fact that they high on God knows what.
I moved closer ,Mira was deeply kissing whoever it was her hand buried deep in between her thighs.
I covered my mouth to muffle a scream that was threatening to come out of my mouth.
I saw red.
I picked a hair brush and flung it at her head.
She cursed and turned to look at who.
Her eyes widened when she saw me.
She quickly got up and put on her tee leaving the girl confused on the bed.
I run out of her room,just before I got to the stairs she gripped my arm and pulled me back holding my waist firmly.
"Baby I swear it's not what it seems like," she pleaded.
I furiously wiped the angry tears from my face.
"What the fuck is it huh? Mira it's not it seems so what is it? You guys were fucking meditating???"
I gripped my hair with anger.
"I'm sorry," she said.
"You are sorry?? I catch you cheating on me and all you can say is sorry? Mira how could you?"
She looked down at her feet.
"Baby she's just another pussy,you and I got something stronger than this please understand."
Smack!
I flinched. I never thought I'd ever hit her.
My rage always makes me unpredictable.
She looked stunned and hurt.
My eyes widened at the thought of what I had done.
"Sorry. Mira I'm so sorry."
I apologized.
The thought of me and Jayden fucking was enough to make me realize that I'm no better than her.
I took to my heels and run out of the house.
I heard her calling after me but I run till I got home.