Boreas' Obssession

Chapter 4

A/N: Another one to give my readers..Enjoy! 💚

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He's dead. He can now totally admit to himself that letting this innocent soul enter his own domain was a huge mistake. This is what they call a suicide. The great and ruthless God of Kongtanim who was feared and worship by people suddenly meet its greatest opponent.

The boy was tangled at the warm body of the doctor. Its hands was tightly clasped at the God's abdomen, preventing him from letting a small distance separates them. Phana, whose entire resolve melt to the ground like a soft puddle suddenly find himself frozen at the ground. Everything in him totally stopped, even his breathing are hitched at the sudden movement. He didn't realize that he is holding his breath for few seconds, preventing the entrance of life. The moment that the warm body of the boy come contact to his, all stature and walls that he built suddenly crushed and melted in the ground. All his reserved beliefs and controls that he loves to hold and reign became alien to him. His mind which was admired and envied by many, containing the greatest gift of intellectual, take a total shut down and ended up in a haywire.

The Phana Kongtanim that was raise to be a fearful God thrown in earth, feel frozen and helpless at the spot. He can't feel anything around them, except the unbelievable warmth and unique lavender scent of the boy being thrown at his back. This is madness, a total chaotic war inside the titanium resolve of the God. Everything are spinning inside the mind of the brilliant doctor, all images became blurry at his line of vision except at the innocent doe eyes of the boy. Luring him and hypnotizing him, taking the reigns to his control and being.

The skin contact was a dangerous and deadly move, to fight that wicked pull of feeling and desire that is pooling at the inner depths of his soul. He should run and hide, for this mere and lowly creature who was been thrown at his doorstep, covered in filth and drenched in rain, is taking a great move in scaring him. He can feel that all his inhibitions are now fading, all his righteous beliefs and knowledge are little by little evaporating in the thin air. He feel weak and vulnerable, emotions that he shouldn't feel at all.

He need to stop. He definitely need to detangle himself from this evil nymph. He need to straight the incoherence he is feeling at the moment, he need to sort, organize and shake all the alien feelings and emotions that is starting to reign his body. He need to wake up from this beautiful nightmare, and summon the mighty and evil God that was been vowed and worship by all. He needs to...

"Scared"..."P, Scared"

All his internal conflicts was put to halt, causing his breathing to steady and still. He realize that for a few minutes they remain in thay exact same position, he was backhugged by the boy. He realize how stupid and foolish he is for letting that piece of dirt touch him. But if he will be definitely honest, he believe that having the boy in his arms makes him complete. Seems like the lad was especially made from him and he was made for the boy. The huge dark void that is buried in his chest has suddenly close. The missing piece in the puzzle are finally getting put at the right place. He is finding his own missing piece at the boy. This is dangerous.

" You should let go now."

He utter in an emotionless tone, hiding total dissapointment and longing.

"No...Scared...P.."

The boy softly mumbles. Not letting Phana go from his place. Fear is clearly evident at the voice, with the shaking of the hands that the Doctor notice. He is vulnerable and fragile.

The Doctor sigh before softly untangle himself from the warm clutches of the boy. He slowly face the innocent look of an angel, intaking all the beauty and perfection that his misfortune offered. Without knowing, he softly put both his hands on the boy's shoulder and bend his head lower to meet the boy's height. With all the tenderness he can find in his body, he softly spoke while looking at the boy's eyes.