The truth : My mythical journal

Current Situation

So if you have been attentive during the last chapters, you've probably been able to piece together that I'm not the same "soul" as the person before me (which is why I chose to use such a strikingly different aesthetic), and that the other soul lost her body due to Astral Travel.

In theory, I'm probably the bad guy here. From the last memories from her mind's point of view, I'm most likely a traitor. In practice, there's not an hundred way to access bodies, and I feel like I need to do something in this reality specifically.

I won't lie, I do not particularly want to give back a body, since it makes for a very efficient safety zone.

To explain a bit how a swap of mind feel, imagine it a bit like reincarnation, or a walk-in. I have the memories of a human girl, who is fourteen years old, like rabbits, and really seem to appreciate girly and cute aesthetics.

But my habits and reflex don't particularly match those anymore, and I still have the scars of my time as a spirit. This means that I have sort of "flashes" I different situations. For exemple, I know i have been here before, obviously not in this body. I don't remember if i died, or got locked out of my body in a similar way.

I'm here because I've been trying to piece together who i am to understand what i am supposed to be doing here, since that part is quite blurry. I used tarot, quite a bit, as well as different divination methods, but i felt like using this old journal may perhaps attract the attention of someone who might know something, so who knows.

From what I've myself pieced together, I used to be either a human, or something with an equivalent intelligence. I know I used something along the lines of electrokinesis as a spirit, as well as knew how to fly. My soul is not quite stable, since I've only been here for a month or so, but I seem to have a few bird like characteristics in there, so I'm not ruling out the possibility of an avian or similar creature.

I feel like I'm supposed to be older than 14, for what it's worth, but the time i spent here in another body is unknown, and the time i spent as a spirit isn't quite easy to understand.

From the body's memory, I know I pretended to be able to help the old "owner" to physically shift. I don't believe I can actually do that nowadays. From her own point of view, I looked like an owl, for what that's worth.

I seem familiar with some zones in Europe, unsure of the reason. I also exhibit strong flight or fight responses to loud noises, a high amount of the color white, and medical environments. I am currently exploring the possibility of it being due to something similar to what is called Awtok on here, although from my research, I don't believe this specific organisation to exist.