𝐇𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 ❥

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"i can't believe you're moving to L.A Storms, this is huge! and to become a singer as well, omg my best friend is gonna be a superstar!"

i laughed and picked up some more clothes off the floor to throw into my suitcase.

"it's really not a big deal Aims, and who knows, people might not even like my music and i might not get anywhere in life. omg what if no one likes my music and i become a failure?"

i started to panic at the thoughts that were clouding my mind and tried so hard to push them out, but i couldn't. anxiety had always been a problem of mine and as i started to get older, the anxiety got worse.

i always had thoughts of people not thinking i was good enough, or my friends just being friends with me because of pity and these thoughts led my parents to put me into therapy.

i was put into therapy not only because of the thoughts that i had, but because of how i dealt with them thoughts.

suicide.

i tried multiple times to end my life, but my mother stopped me before i could do anything. every time she saw me try she'd make me promise not to do it again, but every time, i broke that promise. one day it got too much for my mother to handle that she had to put her foot down and she decided to put me into therapy.

i haven't had a dark thought in ages, which is a good thing, but my anxiety never got any better.

"hey, Storm, stop panicking okay? people are gonna love your music and love who you are as a person."

Amy put her hand on my shoulder to stop me from panicking and i smiled at her as a way if saying 'thank you' for calming me down.

"okay, thanks Aims."

"don't mention it."

we continued to pack my suitcase of anything that we could find, t-shirts, jeans, leggings, socks, underwear and my millions of pairs of air force 1's, when Olivia burst through my bedroom door, falling onto the floor.

"you okay there Liv?"

she got up and dusted off her trousers, as she walked over to my desk and took a seat on the shiny, white chair that accompanied it.

"uh yeah, i think."

we all laughed as she continued to talk.

"Storm i don't want you to leave Minnesota."

her eyes started to gloss over and i knew that this wasn't gonna be a happy conversation.

"i don't wanna leave either Liv, but this is a great opportunity for me and my music."

"i know it is and that's great, but i'm gonna miss you so much."

she pouted and a single tear rolled down her cheek and i could feel my eyes begin to tear up too.

"omg Liv don't cry, you're gonna make me cry. i'll make sure to come visit whenever i can, and you guys can come and visit me as well and we can FaceTime every single night. we'll be okay i promise."

"yeah i guess."

she got up from the chair that she was sitting in and pulled me into her arms, beginning to sob.

"i love you Storm."

"i love you too Liv."

i began to sob as well, when another pair of arms wrapped around my shoulders, joining in the hug too.

"sorry for ruining the moment but i didn't wanna feel left out."

we slightly laughed and broke away from the hug, wiping our eyes and noses.

"Storm it's time to go!"

i heard my mum call for me from the bottom of the stairs telling me it was time to go, which made all of our eyes gloss over again.

"well, i guess this is it then."

Amy and Olivia nodded and opened their arms again, as i happily collapsed into them, squeezing them tighter than i ever had before.

"i love you guys so much okay? don't forget that."

"don't forget about us when you're all rich and famous okay?"

"i would never."

we pulled away wiping our eyes and noses once more before we walked downstairs and i got into the car with my mum, my dad and my older brother Caleb, who i was gonna say goodbye to at the airport.

"you ready to go hun?"

i slightly nodded my head and rested my head against the window, watching the world go by as we headed to the airport.

"text us everyday okay? be safe, make good choices and remember that we love you so much."

i pulled away from my mum and gave her a smile as i moved onto my dad.

"i'm so so proud of you Storm, you're gonna change the world. i love you sweetheart."

i pulled away from the hug and he patted my shoulder as i moved on to my 16 year old brother.

"i'll see you later Storm. i love you and i'll see you soon, and when i do see you, you better not come back with a boyfriend okay?"

we both chuckled through our tears and we had one last goodbye hug before it was time for me to leave.

"i love you all so much and i'll text you when i land."

"bye darling!"

"bye sis!"

i walked to gate 12, where i would be boarding my flight to L.A, the place where my life would change for ever.

A/N: hope you guys enjoyed this first chapter. i know it's not very informative but the story will get better as it goes on.