Rachel: Seb - cut off by Sebastian
Sebastian: Rach, let me finish, you of all people know how hard it was to open up to anyone or to love..heck I just embarrassed myself singing a song I wrote FOR YOU.i know you love me but if caring about they think more than me then where do we stand.. You know what..our date tonight is postponed til you figure out what you want. I'm out of here..
Sebastian turned and started walking out..Rachel just stood there frozen while the rest of glee club just shook heads or smirked. Kurt & Blaine just looked on saddened.
Rachel knew Sebastian was right.She never spoke up when she should have and stood up for both of them.
Finn: So Rach, what's your excuse now?
Rachel: You know what..Sebastian was right..iam so sick of you all dictating my life. Sectionals was not my fault though you want to blame me & Jesse when it was Santana,Brittney and yes even Quinn who spied on us then leaked set list. You always want to replace me but when you need M I'm always there. I can be professional. You can tell me who to love esp when he's the love of my life?! Thanks to you all I may have just lost him...
Kurt:* looking at Rachel* then go after him Rachel...
Rachel: *shocked* I will thank you Kurt..
Kurt :he loves you..
Rachel ran out of auditorium to find Sebastian but he was gone..
What am I going to do now? Rachel thought..Previously on If You Go Away...
Now continuing the story...
Rachel POV
Kurt:* looking at Rachel* then go after him Rachel...
Rachel: *shocked* I will thank you Kurt..
Kurt :he loves you..
Rachel ran out of auditorium to find Sebastian but he was gone..
What am I going to do now? Rachel thought.
I ran through the school to parking lot hoping that maybe Sebastian was waiting for her so that they could talk. I can't find him anywhere. So I got to my locker to gather my belongings and go look for him. I've tried texting him.
Sebastian,
Please honey Iam sorry. You were right. Please text or call me.
-Rach
I dial his cellphone but it goes to voicemail. REALLY?!
Where could he be??? Rachel wondered. Now I know how he felt when he was searching for me. Although this is an entirely different situation.
Damn it, Rachel sighed, why didn't I just tell the glee club about me & Sebastian?! It wasn't that big of a deal and if they didn't approve then they could simply kiss my A... Too harsh?!
Why should I have to sacrifice my happiness if the rest of the team aren't willing to do the same?! Its not like they've ever been there for me. It was always either Finn or Quinn. Heck why did she get songs sung to her just because she was pregnant.and tried to lie about paternity and dyed her hair trying to rebel?! When have they done that for me? Never. Sure Glee means alot to me but having my one true love by my side as i take the next step in my life would be epic.
