If You Go Away (A Sequel to Forever Yours)

Chapter 6

AN: Chapter Six already and its time for Rachel and Sebastian to talk and more Smytheberry moments ahead. Some drama soon but this is Smytheberry so anything is possible. I own nothing except storyline. Rate & Review. Don't forget to check out Forever Yours as well. ;)

**Warning Mature Material/Smut Ahead**

Also I'd like to dedicate this chapter to my good friend Luckystarz910 who has been a faithful reader and still writes her own stories. Thank you :) make sure to check out her stories especially if you're a Raura/Auslly fan.

Sebastian POV

Sebastian was in a deep sleep dreaming of a beautiful brunette. His beautiful brunette,Rachel. He was dreaming of her in different settings like in the park, down by the lake having a picnic, at Lima Bean, and even night I proposed. He was in love, yea he fell hard.he suddenly realized the dream took a turn when he was holding Rachel in his arms after proposed and walked back to my dorm that night making love to Rachel. In the dream there was a figure in the room I couldn't tell who or what I was. It was blurred. Just watching with a smirk. What's that about???"

I opened my eyes and looked over to see Rachel in my arms. I smiled, just a dream. Its Saturday. I plan to stay the weekend but be back to Dalton by Monday. School (yes Iam a nerd) and Warbler Practice. Thad keeps texting asking where the hell I am. And warbler practice. Hunter as well. Iam glad to be a Warbler and want to win. Especially with Regionals coming up soon. But I want to spend time with Rachel too. Its our Senior year and I don't know if we will be together or not. Can't predict the future, but all I know is I want Rachel in my future. I will support her no matter where we end up. And I know she'd do the same. I'm not going to be selfish like that oaf of an ex of hers. Yeah you can tell I don't like Finn Hudson.

I know that he's always trying to get Rachel back though he doesn't know Rach & I are dating. Maybe soon we just get the cards out on the table and tell people. I mean I get the while don't fraternizing with the enemy but she I comes to relationships her club and coach try to dictate her too much. The only two people who can control our relationship are myself and Rachel. I look at the time in my iPhone it reads 4am. Ugh just a couple hours of sleep, I guess. I wish I could wake her for a little fun but she needs sleep. Wow did I just do that?! The old Sebastian wouldn't have cared. And don't think I'm not STILL Sebastian the smirking asshole from Dalton Academy because I am still that guy, it just depends who its directed towards. Blaine and Thad say I'm whipped..no I'm not..well I guess I am . This is new and I want this relationship to last because Rachel deserves that. She's had to deal with all of the bullying and douche bag exes she's dated. The only one i can honestly tolerate is the guy with the Mohawk Puck. At least he looks like a guy ready to defend her, even though Rachel told me he used to throw slushies at her but stopped once they dated briefly.

He looked over at her and heard soft snores. He took his phone and recorded it to playback later for her when she claim that she doesn't. She's changed me. And I can't even get mad at her for that. And being nice 24/7 does suck most times. But I think id rather see her smile then tears. Plus, she deals with enough at school and glee. I don't think I'm going back to sleep just yet. I know we have a long talk coming today though. She goes back to school Monday so I'm hoping the talk helps her.

Rachel rolls over with her back against his chest spooning. He wraps his arms around her and can't resist by leaning in kissing her neck. She softly moans but smiles still asleep. Sebastian smirks when he hears her moan. So he kisses her cheek then back down her neck nibbling and sucking her sweet spot. She smells like vanilla.

Rachel smiles and softly moans "Seb" she whined.

Sebastian: Hmm?

Rachel: *looks at him* what are you doing?