Hidden Pain (Drarry) [BEING REWRITTEN]

Chapter 9:The Voice

Draco
Once I had finished crying it turned out that Harry had fallen sleep. Why does he sleep so much? I carried him up to Gryffindor tower and faced the portrait. "Aconite" I said, I had heard Hermione and Weasley arguing about it. The fat lady looked at me skeptically and swung forward. I climbed through the hole and looked around. It was so...Gryffindory. I climbed the steps to what I guessed was the boys dormitory. I found his room and placed him on a bed near the window. Then I went back down to get his trunk. I dragged it up to his dormitory and placed it at the foot of his bed. I sat next to him on the bed and just admired his beauty. I cast a quick and quiet 'tempus' to check the time and got up. The feast would end soon so I would have to leave. I took off his glasses and placed them on his bedside. And then without thinking I bent down and kissed his forehead. I was confused by my actions but it felt right... I closed the hangings on his bed and left.

*time skip two weeks

Harry
It was quiet and I couldnt sleep. The past two weeks seemed to pass by quick. I didn't really like Umbridge the new DADA teacher. I got detention for next week after saying that Sirius was innocent and that she was wrong after she said 'once a bad man always a bad man, Sirius Black is not innocent, don't believe the rumours or lies.' She gave me a warning then but when I lost my temper and said we could be attacked by death eaters if we don't know defensive spells and that the ministry was cowards she snapped and gave me detention. I couldn't sleep and I was the only one in bed so I went to the edge of my bed, opened the hangings an inch and when I was sure I was alone opened my trunk. I took out my invisibility cloak and wand, put my wand in my robes and put on my cloak. I slipped out of the room and waited for someone to open the portrait. While I waited I looked around. I saw Hermione and Ron deep in conversation with Ginny and Neville and they seemed so happy. So carefree, not having to deal with me or any problems I cause at all. The potrait opened and I went through it quickly. I knew if I stayed longer I would break. Tears stung my eyes but I refused to let them spill. They don't need you. Shut up. It's true Shut.Up. You know it is, they don't need you, see how happy they were without you? Don't tell me it's not true. SHUT UP!! I rush through the empty halls finally stopping and sitting down clutching my hair. I bang my head repeatedly against the stone wall. "Shut up shut up shut up shut up shut up"

A/N the bold italics will represent Harry's dark unwanted thoughts like a voice in his head that hovers over him and stays with him. It will represent his depression I suppose. The regular italics will represent Harry trying to control it. This will remain through out the series, short chapter sorry, but it's somethin