Together At Last (A Damie Fanfic)

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He must be hiding something. I don't know what it is, but I just got the feeling that he is. Fuck is that bad? "Jamie please," I began to say as I go to him. "If it's about Amelia I just wanna say something. I don't wanna be the second woman." I finally say after taking a breath. Yes what me and Jamie done was magical, but I just realized what we done was wrong. I'm sorry, but he has to choose. It's me or her, I just don't wanna go on like an affiar and later be known as a home wrecker. Being a home wrecker could ruin my reputation, and I'm sure that Jamie would understand that. Also I know Jamie don't want that for me either. Not only my reputation can be ruined from it, but it can also ruin Jamie's as well. It was now that I can see Jamie face me now with a sigh. "I told Amelia of what happened. She is quite furious with me. Christ, I don't know what the fuck to do." I walk up to him and give him a hug. "I'm sorry Jamie," I then look up at him. "Truly I am, but do know I don't want to be the second woman. Also you and I both know that." He nodded as I soon feel him move away from my embrace. "I think I should go, what I mean is..." I see him pause a bit before he continued. "Go to an hotel. I think it'll be best." He exits the room we're both in. Sighing I head back cooking the scrambled eggs. At least I hope he'll stay for breakfast before he leaves, no one shall leave with an empty stomach.
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We've been eating in silence for at least ten minutes. Sitting up straight as I reach my glass of milk I look at him. "Jamie, I do have to say at least one thing." Peering upward I could see Jamie's face easily. "What is that." I take a deep breath still looking at Jamie, I just couldn't stop looking at him. "What we done was wrong, I get that. Yet also at the same time it felt so right, so magical, loving, and ever so magical. I felt something I never felt before. You were so gentle and kind with me, I appreciated that. Jamie I love you, I really do. Yet I understand, your a family man, you have Amelia. Of course I also have Chris, but I just had to say what I said. I understand if your feelings aren't mutual." I finish and without realizing it I am in tears. It took till I felt a tear on my cheek to notice I'm crying. "Oh Dakota, I feel the same it's just I don't know what to say or do. This is all such a rush." He says and then he must've looked up at me noticing me crying. "Oh Dakota don't cry." I see him coming to me and pull me into a hug. Sobbing I grip his shirt as I am crying into him. "I love you Jamie, I really do." I say between sobs and I look up at him. Cupping my face I feel him carress my cheek and wiping my tears away before he kissed me tenderly on the lips. "I love you too." I smile lightly as he smiled back at me.