Sweet dreams (sequel to bad girlz in love)

Chapter 17

Nique p.o.v

Every since the whole incident bahja's been kind of distant and quiet it's not usual for her because I'm used to here being loud, goofy and clingy Major is still in the hospital the doctors told me he should be waking up any time soon I mean its been 4 weeks almost a full month but lashae is doing much better deyjah's been with Amani lately but I don't mind as long as she's home on time and isn't doing anything wrong and as of now deyjah and Amani took lashae to the mall with them so it's just me an Bahja in the house she's somewhere doing something while I'm doing laundry I really love Bahja I mean she means the world to me but if she's gonna keep acting like we aren't in a relationship then I don't know how much longer we can last as I put the last load in the dryer I heard something fall and then glass break "BAHJA?" "IM IN THE KITCHEN NIQUE" I ran upstairs into the kitchen and I saw her laying on the floor I was about to start laughing seeing her covered in water and flour "don't laugh it's not funny just help me up" I went over to her and helped her up "how did this happen?" "I must've spilled some water and I slipped" "so how did flour and water get on you?" "the flour was in the bag and I tried to grab the counter to get up but I pulled the flour down and I also dropped the glass that had some water in it" I laughed "why do you have to be so clumsy?" "it's not even funny please help me clean this up" "this is none of my business it's your problem not mine" she glared at me "be that way then don't come to me when you need help either" she turned around grabbing the cleaning supplies "then who will I turn to?" "Casper" I scrunched up my face "who the hell is Casper?" "Casper the ghost" she started laughing "that's not even funny" "now you see how it feels" as se started cleaning I just looked at her and I leaned over the counter "Bahja can I ask you something?" she nodded "why does it seem like our relationship is falling apart? or is it just me?" she was quiet for a moment and then spoke "Zonnique can I be honest with you?" I nodded she only calls me Zonnique when she's being serious, she put the mop down and sat down on a stool "ok listen, I haven't been completely honest with you lately" she sighed I really hope she doesn't say she cheated "umm ok there's a possibility that I could've been pregnant... and here's the thing--" "wait could've been pregnant? what does that mean?" "Zonnique it means that I aborted it" I looked down she can't be serious right now

Bahja p.o.v

I looked at Zonnique and she didn't have any emotion on her face she was about to walk away until I pulled her back "Zonnique are you mad?" she turned towards me "I think you know the answer" I sighed "look I'm sorry ok" "Bahja you know I'm really starting to think that you don't wanna have my child first you get pregnant by Manny and then I finally get you pregnant and you abort it" she's right it really does seem like I don't wanna have her child but honestly I do "nique I do wanna have your baby it's just that I think we have to many kids in the house already" I shrugged "Bahja three kids two of which we're just guardians for deyjah is 16 she'll soon be out the house and major--" she walked upstairs I followed her and she was putting on her things "where are you going nique?" she didn't answer "Zonnique" I was trying to stay calm she then grabbed her jacket "ZONNIQUE WHERE THE FUCK ARE YOU GOING?" I yelled "I'm going to see my little brother, but you probably don't care maybe you wanna get rid of him too" she scoffed and walked out I heard the door slam and I sat down on the bed I'm so stupid I should've never did that I mean I hate killing kids considering it almost happened to my daughter and niece and nephew but I just felt as if we weren't ready to juggle another baby in the house "BAHJA ZONNIQUE WERE BACK" I heard deyjah yell I went downstairs and seen James with lashae in his arms "mommy guess what" "what" "I saw Mickey and Minnie at the mall" she laughed I smiled "that's great baby" I grabbed her "thanks guys" "no problem" they all said, "hey where's nique?" deyjah asked "she went to see major she'll be back shortly, hopefully" "well were gonna go chill in the Gameroom, you wanna come lashae?" she shook her head "no I wanna stay with my mommy" they nodded and walked upstairs I looked at lashae "well what do you wanna do with mommy?" "color?" "yea" we went upstairs to her room and started coloring if it's one thing that I know then it's that I don't ever regret bringing this little girl into my life she's a blessing for real

This story is not... how I expected it to be, but it's almost finished and I don't think they'll be a epilogue but I'm thinking now 😬😬😬