These Moments

#7 I'm so embarrassed...

10/21 hey that's today!

Not many people see this, so I'm actually okay with writing this part. 

My last class today was pure chaos. Which cause me to have an incident, thus using my jacket to cover it up. It was a terrible feeling. 

I wanted to go to this club which I found out last week (yes I go to clubs from Monday - Thursday; and this club is only held at Tuesdays). My school has finally updated various of clubs schedule's, so I could finally know when it occurs. Er. 

But I didn't want to go there looking how I am so I went to the bus (the bell already rang). So I was walking down the stairs, thought I was ditched by my friend, and finally reach the last steps. I saw my best friend and she was going to go up the stairs, but walked with me to this other stairs. Then my other friend came by (the one who I thought ditched me), but said she hadn't. Then there was this other friend, also a girl, who wrapped her arms around my best friend. 

~ To speed things up

They didn't notice me, they eventually left to different places. I walk to my bus, which was way it the back-front, and it felt weird not walking with anyone. 

I finally got to my bus, found an empty seat at the front, and sat there, wishing the buses to already leave. But of course they hadn't and I wait there impatiently. 

Then this guy sat next to me, I was thinking crap, he'll notice...er. 

I just look at the window and hope he didn't.

I was thinking about many things as usual, but when I went back to reality I saw a small bug. It didn't scare me, but that thing jumped up and that scared me! I thought it would get in my hair or on my face...It didn't. I thought the guy next to me, saw me and will laugh at me. I was embarrassed. But he didn't, hopefully. 

So that bug was still there and it jumped again. I didn't want to let it make a fool out of me any longer so I did what most people would do. Kill it.

I killed it quickly and went back to staring out the window in peace.

Then I heard the guy next to me with his phone ringing. 

Pfft most people just text and had the buzz thing on.

Anyways he picked it up and I was sitting there, minding my own business. But the thing is, I understand what he was saying (it was not English) and I felt like I was eavesdropping, which I felt bad about. It's like sticking your nose in other people's business. That's the same thing, I know, but I'm just sitting there thinking all of this, when he already ended his call.

It sounded pretty personal. So I won't go in deep about it. The same person calls again and he answered. That's pretty much I'm going to tell you. Yet I don't know too much details since I was able to go into my own world.

It was nice :)

It didn't last long and it went back to the guy to not notice me. Finally it I was at my stop and I quickly walk home. Not unusual though. I always walk quickly when I out the bus.