Further pain

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19.07.2006

Stephen's house

Stephen entered the room where his father was sitting with his mother. His father motioned him to sit. He sat still scared. He still remembered the thrashing he got a week before. "Listen Stephen today I've visited a doctor he assured me that he can cure your stupid gayness. " But dad...... this is the way I'm born. Nobody can change that and I don't want anyone to change it." "LOW YOUR VOICE". "Sorry". "If it is your wish then you are going to California to live permanently with your grandma. We can't handle your burden anymore". Stephen and his mother protested a lot but were shared up.  Stephen was sent to live with his grandma. He waved bye to his mother with a heavy heart and tears rolling down his eyes. His nose and cheeks were completely red. When he met his grandmother he burst into tears once again. This was too much for him to take. He attempted suicide two times. Once trying to jump off the roof and one time trying to cut his wrists. He didn't wanted this torture. His grandma died after a week. And his blamed him for that too. He said that Stephen is a bad omen for their house and life.  Stephen had to visit a psychiatrist to adjust his mental health. He refused to take the medicines suggested by the psychiatrist. He father would beat him hard if he cried in front of him. So, he locked himself up in the room and cried in his mother's arms. He was tired of his life. He wanted freedom.  Freedom from hatred. He didn't ate for a week. He slept in the balcony. At night's he shivered and suffered.

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