Trust Me • N.H (dirty)

2- Not Again Please

C'mon, c'mon turn the radio on

It's Friday night and I won't take long

Hayley

Apparently I fell asleep on the floor and I woke up with some moans and I can perfectly hear the wall banging; which coincidentally her room is next to mine. I can say that I'm already used to hear this. Meaning that mom is back with some man and she's having "it" with him. She's definitely out of control and she doesn't seem to care about me; her daughter from blood. But truth is that I don't care about her either.

I stand up and literally throw myself on bed and put my pillow over my head, trying to block that noise. I think its getting clear that I can't sleep again so I check my phone. 12:47am and 2 new messages:

From: Amy-Poo:

"dude we haven't talked in years! I miss u already! :("

"so ur playin' hard 2 get huh? Jk! Txt me back im bored! :/"

At first I laugh because it's definitely the only person I want to talk with. I also laugh because of her grammar, she knows I hate it and we piss each other with mistakes we make. I battle if I would reply, I mean I obviously will but it's kind of late so... You know what? I don't care I'm getting kind of angry, because of what's going on and I need to let this out of my chest. Now.

To: Amy-Poo

"I was a bit busy but how can I forget my bestie? ;) luh ya bae! :)"

I set my phone on my bed while I search something on the fridge because I haven't eaten. I mean Dustin brought Chinese food but we were busy laughing with each other while he drank his beer and all of a sudden we started fighting and the rest is history.

I start working on some cold pizza from days ago and I go to my room very quick to get my phone and I literally run downstairs because I don't want to hear mom's business. But when I get my phone, I also get a pack of cigarettes and a red lighter. I should explain this; I'm a passive smoker. This means that I smoke like 4-5 cigarettes a month. I'm not addicted but it helps me to control my angriness. I go outside and I put one on my mouth and without doubting, I set it on fire. After a good inhale I let it out, watching the grey smoke mix the normal air. I continue this process and while do so I text with Amy. Yes she replied, thank goodness.

She asked me with what I was busy; obviously in a seductive way just to bother me, playfully of course and I told her everything I was holding in. From Dustin's abusive manners to mom's addition to sex and social life to the part where I'm smoking right now. She said to come to her house; 4 doors down. So I go to the bathroom, brush my teeth and head to her house.

I knock on the door and her mother opens. "Sorry to bother you Ms. Worthington but Amy told me come" I apologized in before hand.

"Oh don't be silly honey, come in." she replied happily as always. "She's in her room. You know the way." Amy's mom continued.

I've been here for 20 minutes or so when I received a text message:

From: Kim

"WHERE THE FUCK ARE YOU?! get here now!"

Ugh, mom don't you get that I hate you and that I hate being with you? Oh yeah, mom's name is Kim. No she's not Kim Kardashian but oh how I wish she was my mom. I'm not gonna even reply to her, why? I showed Amy, mom's text and I can see in her eyes how mad she is about her.

"Is she never gonna stop bothering you?" she asked to no one in particular but I just shrugged, because honestly I ask myself that question too.

"You can stay here, look I'm giving some of my clothes and here's a guest room so make yourself comfortable." Right after she said those words I hugged her. How I could find such a good friend? Now I don't have to see mom for a while. Thank you Amy!