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while the rest of L.A slept peacefully, with the stars twinkling in the midnight sky, yoongi was wide awake with a sleeping ha-eun bundled in his arms.

in the dead of night, with silence surrounding them, yoongi had never felt more full.

this, this is what yoongi wants.

his own baby, with jimins safe arms secured around yoongis body while a baby rests on his chest. it's all he's ever wanted, this domestic feeling that brings so much love and fulfilment to him, a feeling he's never felt before.

this, was close. but not close enough.

ha-eun wasn't their child, she was taehyungs and jungkooks. after they get back from their honeymoon, the late night cries and cuddles will vanish, along with the feeling of fulfilment.

for now, he doesn't think about the sad reality, he lives in his bubble of love, surrounded by love and positivity.

ha-euns small hand grips yoongis tee, making his heart burst with love.

he felt ready, even with his little side, he felt he could handle a baby.

jimin stirs next to him, the one hand that wrapped around yoongis waist tightened slightly.

jimin was a light sleeper - as of recent events - and because of the bedside lamp illuminating yoongi, he woke up.

"bubba?... what are you doing up?" jimin asks in his rough sleepy voice, deeper.

"watching her sleep," yoongi responds softly, his smile so evident.

jimin adjusts his position, one where his arms are wrapped around yoongis middle and his head rests lightly on the younger ones shoulder.

yoongi basks in this moment, a moment of true serendipity. one which will float in his brain always, one that gives him pure joy.

"jimin, i- i want one," yoongi speaks after a moment of silence, he turns his head to look of his fiancé, his eyes bursting with hope.

jimins lips turn, his eyes flashing with excitement. "i'm so very glad you said that, i want one too," jimin admits, the persistent smile finally breaking loose.

"y-you do?" yoongis heart hammers, a new excitement rushing through his body.

"i do," jimin replies in an all serious, all loving voice.

"oh my god!" yoongi cries ecstatically.

he flips the covers off himself and carefully walks over to ha-euns bed fit for her age. placing her in lightly, with a kiss to her forehead.

he softly kisses jimins lips once he returns to the bed, he wants to show the pure love and ecstasy that he feels right now.

"come on, baby... lets head to sleep, let the excitement settle," jimin reasons, his head already hitting the pillow. his eyes flutter close but the smile still remains.

yoongi stares for a while, taking in all the wonderment and beauty he has in his life, five years before he saw no light, no beauty. just fear for the unknown future.

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a soft sob rips through the quiet morning, a little sniffle following.

yoongi wakes up normally, his instant action is to check on ha-eun. who, once he gets to her, is sleeping soundly.

which only leaves one person.

"jiminie?..." yoongi talks softly, his concerned eyes gazing over jimins sad figure.

he shakes him lightly, bringing him out of his sleep and into a shocked awake state.

yoongis heart breaks at the sight, the sadness in jimins eyes pulling him back to the past, when that was him. expect, he never woke up to warm, comforting arms. he woke alone, his warmth was the duvet.

yoongi pulls jimins into a hug, his arms giving warmth and safety. how the roles have reversed.

"minmim, talk to me, what's got you so sad?" yoongi speaks slowly, softly. how jimin would speak to him in this situation.

"b-bad dream," jimin replies shakily, his voice weak.

"poor thing... you don't have to talk now, but i want to help, can i?" yoongi talks so calmly, a mature side taking over. yoongis hands slowly trail up and down jimins back soothingly.

jimim nods into yoongis chest, "in a minute..."

"okay,"

a moment of silence takes over, yoongi still worries, his concern shown in his eyes.

"i-it was my parents, t-they... forced me back to korea and made marry seulgi..." jimin explains softly, his eyes tearing up.

yoongi was speechless, unsure of what to say or do. he wasn't good at this, this was jimins thing.

he thinks, for a while, speak his mind, that's what he'll do, "well... we'll forget them... start our own family! they don't control you, they lost any right to tell you want to do when they left you because of your sexuality... i know that wasn't worded well, but you know what i mean! they aren't important in the future,"

"yeah... they torment me, mess with me and leave someone else to pick up the pieces, no matter what they crawl back into my life, it's so difficult to lose them!" jimin rants, his frustrations coming out as he speaks.

"we both have some type of disfunction in our biological families, but we have our own... jungkook and tae... namjoon and jin! hoseok... you need to cut them off... completely, don't give them any ropes to attach to."

"you are more than the people who raised you," yoongi says softly.

"yeah... you're right... b-but... i want to talk to them, properly..." jimin speaks. he looks up at yoongi.

"are you sure?"

"yes. i-i need to, before they go," jimin explains, "i need closure before i cut them off,"

"okay... i'll be here if you need me," yoongi reassures.

"thank you, yoongi. i can't wait to start a family with you,"

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unedited.

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