Random story that im coming up with as i write

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"hmmm"

i sit up ready to start my story but theres one problem....

I HAVE NO FUCKING CLUE WHAT TO WRITE ABOUT

i softly chuckle as i hear the sound i know 

*shuffle* 

the chip bag

"imma get fat" 

i keep on saying that despite the fact i weigh 122 pounds,i blame my high metabolism oh well i still look like trash,i pause as a random thought in my head pops up "do my follwers know my gender or age?...eh" i try to continue on with my story but i come up with no ideas "is this what writers block feels like?" i ask myself "i'll try again later" i say to myself as i open up youtube.com....but i close it as soon as i open it..."ill just search up ideas" while i do that look at this poem i made up about "the outsiders" 

it's a stupid poem but i still would like to share it 

"A gun is a symbol of power

In the last hour

Life or death

As i take my last breath

What will you choose to do?

No one is ever free to do what they want to do

It's not your decision to make 

After all,nothing is really sweet cake"

Thats it

its not really good but still

I pause and ask myself a question "Am i really a sociopath?"

i chuckle "The world may never know,that is unless i get diagnosed with it,then i would know"

"eh"

i was about to hit the enter button but then i pause

"What if i ran faster,would i still be here,what if i got away,what if i was free.."

i laugh

here i am trying write a story and i start to think about my past and depressing thoughts

"fuck you mind" i mumble to myself as i hit the enter button

I look at the suggestions

"How would you travel in the future" intresting ill think about it

i dont feel like typing out the whole thing so here u go

HOLY SHIT that took up alot more space then i thought it would....

oh well

some of these ideas are pretty good other are just fucking stupid

I go onto discord and ask my friend for some writing ideas 

i curse at myself for not thinking of this before "BL" something i love to read and watch