My Little Dark Secret

I Don't Want To Loose You* Edited*

WARNING : This Chapter Does Have Realistic Sexual Abuse And Domestic Violence I Will Announce When That Context Will Began And When It Ends .

Viola. P.O.V

This Cant Be Happening It Just Cant I Cant Loose Him. I Felt A Tear Roll Down My Cheek And I Banged On The Window.

" Ash You Cant Leave Me " He Just Can't.

I Pressed My Forehead On The Glass Closed My Eyes And Let Everything Out. I Put My Hand On The Glass.

" Don't Leave Me Ash I Don't Want To Loose You" I Whispered.

Then I Stood There In Silence Maybe If I Had A Phone I Could Call For Help But Right Now I Couldn't, And I Was Too Scared To Go Around And See Him At The Fear That He Might Be .... Gone.

I Sat There On The Ground In Complete And Utter Ness Silence.

" I Wont Leave You If You Promise Me The Same"

I Snapped My Head Up And Saw Ash Completely Fine .!

I Jumped On Ash Tackling Him To The Ground Me On Top Hugging Him.

" Don't Ever Do That Again "

I Looked At Ash With Blurred Vision Because I Began To Cry Again Then I Felt His Gentle Hand On My Cheek And His Thumb Gently Wipe My Tear Away. He Lifted My Chin Up Making Me Look Again Into His Eyes. No One Had That Color Of Eyes Only Ash That's Was His Eye Color No One Else's No One Else Can Ever Replace Those Breath Taking Eyes That Are His.

There And Then I Realized That I'm Doing The One Thing I I'd Promised Myself I Wouldn't .

I'm Falling For Ash.

Thunder Boomed Across The Sky Ripping The Silence Of The Night Like A Lion Tearing At The Flesh Of His Dead Cold Prey

WARNING: Sexual Abuse And Violence

* FlashBack*

Another Roar Of Thunder Ripped Across The Sky And The Power Went Out. I Crouched On The Floor And Began To Look For The stairs Once I Found The First Step I Stood Up And Began To Head Upstairs. Once I Reached The Top Step I Opened The Door That Lead To The Living Room. I Sat Done On The Small Green Couch .

" Mr.Jones "

Silence

" Mrs.Jones"

Silence

" Steve "

Silence

I Sighed And Curled Up Waiting For The Light To Turn On.

" Is That You Viola .? Come Up Here I Can't Go Down Stairs "

Steve Was Home I Sighed In Relief And Knew I Didn't Have To Spend This Storm Alone and In Fear Like Every Other.

I Walked Up The Long Spiral Stairs And On The Third Opening I Turned Right Into Steve's Room And Sat On His Bed Throwing A Ball In The Air.

" So When Are Your Parents Going To Be Back .?"

" Not Soon They Went Out Of Town. Why Don't You Call Them You're Parents As Well .? You Been With us For A Year Now "

" They're My Foster Parents Not My Real Parents "

Silence

" Am I Pissing You Off Fa Fa "

I Picked Up My Phone And Read The Text From Max.

" Hey "

I Replied .

"So How Are You and Max Doing .? "

" Good I Hope He Asks Me To Freshman Prom , My Plan Is To Make It To Senior Graduation With Him."

Steve Was 17 And I Was 14 He Wasn't Bad Looking . He Was Tall And Muscular He Came Out The Bathroom With Only Sweats His Abs Clearly Noticeable In The Dark. His Light Brown Curls Were Wet And He Had A Towel Wrapped Around His Neck.

" Were You Working Out .?"

He Looks At Me With His Gray Eyes.

" Yup Give Me A Big Hug .!"

" Ew No You're All Sweaty Get a way From Me Steve "

He Came Near Me And I Got Up And Ran Before I Got Far He Grabbed Me And Flung Me On this Bed Got On Top Of Me Holding My Arms Down.

" Say I'm The Greatest Sexiest Guy Alive ."

" Neeeevvveeerrrrr "

He Started Shaking Soaking Me With His Sweat.

" Say It "

" Steve Is The Ugliest Dumbest Guy I Ever Met "

He Leaned In And My Heart Began To Race As He Pressed His Forehead On Mine. He Was So Close I Could Smell Axe And Cherry Lip Balm . Then He Softly Whispered

" Say It "

" Never "

And He Crashed His Lips On Mine And I Was in Shock. I Started To Kiss Him When I Felt His Member In My Inner Thigh And I Snapped Back To Reality And Pushed Him Off. We Were Both Out Of Breath .

" What The Hell Steve ! "

" You Know Damn Well You Liked It "

I Got Up And Began To Head For The Stairs Before He Gripped My Arm Tightly.

" You Have No Idea How Long I've Been Urging For You And Now I Have A Chance And Its Gonna Happen Whether You Like It Or Not "

" I'd Rather Die "

" That Can Be Arranged "

He Raised His Hand And Slapped Me Sending Shocks Of Pain Through My Face . I Was Lifted And Thrown On His Bed .

My Shirt Was Ripped Of With A Switch Blade And I Screamed And I Felt The Cold Blade Press Against My Throat.

" Scream And Watch "

He Pressed The Blade To My Throat Drawing Blood And I Gasped Nd looked At The Wall while He Took My Pants Off

* End Of Flash Back *

Another Sound Of Thunder Broke Through The Sky And I Began To Cry Leaning On The Car . Ash Stared At Me Crying . He Sat Besides Me And Let Me Cry On Him While The Rain Pouring On Us Both .

Unknown P.o.v

I Looked At Viola And That Thing . He Was Touching My Girl . Viola Is Mine And Aways Be, And I'm Going To Get Her Back If Its The Last Thing I Do .

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