"Please don't do it.." || (Dj X x Dj Vinyl) (My Sunshine AU)

Chapter 1

Warning!
This chapter causes;
-Drinking issues
-Self-Inflict
-Funeral
If you are not comfortable with that then, back away. Or if you literally don't give a shit and just read it. Bare with your own risk.

-Vinyl's POV-

I couldn't believe it. My sunshine never made it. I clenched both of my fist as I started to throw my phone at the ground.
As it broke, I messed up my bed by literally throwing the pillows and everything on the ground
I ripped my bed sheets as i am starting to grow wrath inside me.
'Wow Vinyl, nice room. It's as trashy as you.' The voice echoed through my head as i scratched my head with my nails.
"SHUT UP! SHUT UP! SHUT UP!" I yelled as i grabbed a bottle of alcohol and drank literally the entire thing. As i grabbed another one while looking at myself at the mirror.
'Wow..i looked like shit..' i thought as i could see my eye bags and how messier my hair was. I drank the 2nd alcohol from my hand as i suddenly became, well, dizzy.

I smashed the bottle at the table as i screamed. 'Now, now vinyl~ since you have broken that useless bottle.. how about you take its shards? And CUT it to your useless arms.'
I... I don't want to do this.. but.. somethings letting me do it.
Them. The voice.

I started to pick up a sharp glass bottle shard and start to slash my wrists.
1...2...3...4..5..6..7...
7 cuts. Are you happy? 'Nah, You literally deserve MORE than that.'
I slowly nodded..continuing these scars I'm making...

I'm such a useless person that just lost his own younger brother.
It's all my fault.
Yes, I may be at the state but...
But... why...?

I covered my face with my hands. I just can't help it but cry.
After basically, weeping in my messy room. I head to the bathroom and washed the blood off my arms..
As I finished. I went in the living room taking my favorite jacket that..lyte gave me.. it was given to me at my 20th birthday 3 years ago.
I stared at it at my hands remembering how i got it from him.

-Flashback-

"Happy birthday, Vinyl! Here's my gift! I hope you'll like it.." said an 18 year old Lyte. I looked at the wrapped gift and opened it..
It was black jacket that actually has a soft fabric. I then looked at Lyte with a smile
"Thanks Sunshine..I love it"
"Y-you do?.."
"Yeah, It had a nice fabric too. Just as soft as you whenever i hug you"
He smiled brightly as he hugs me
I hugged back while stroking his soft hair

God...I remembered it all.. the only memories i loved the most.. I wore the jacket and left.
I was heading to...his funeral.
...

As i arrived there. I saw the casket in front and i could see the other djs had attended this funeral.
As they've noticed me walking in. I just got to the casket where my precious brother was in.
By looking at his pale cold body..i couldn't help but weep..

-Xavier's POV-

I felt so sorry for vinyl..as he weeps at the casket of his own brother, i couldn't help but walked up to him and i was embracing him. He hugged back sobbing in my shoulder
"I want him back...I just wanted him back..." he whispered as i rubbed his back calming him down.
Lyte was honestly one of the closest person to Vinyl. His own brother.
I already regretted that i put Vinyl to coma Leading Lyte depressed.
I was so glad that him and lyte forgave me for that..
But now.. Vinyl's state is far worst than Lyte's. If fact, I heard his entire yelling and screaming last night.
You know.. i could try to keep an eye for him since i felt horrible for him.