playing with cards • bakugou x reader

XIX

(a/n: let's just pretend this isn't late okay-) 

I wasn't sure what to expect. 

Did I just think he would accept me after realizing who I truly am? I guess you can say I got my hopes up. 

Because that didn't happen. 

Right now, it's raining. Pouring, even. It's ironic that when you're in a bad mood it always seems like the weather knows about it, trying to match. 

Am I sad? Of course. But I'm not just sad. 

I'm furious. 

Bakugou must realize that I risked everything exposing my true self to him. But no . . . It was like he didn't even care. 

>>flashback<<

I took off my mask. 

At first, I kept my head down, what I was doing was completely stupid. But, I trust him. So he won't hurt me, right? 

Oh, boy was I wrong. 

I lifted my head slowly and watched as Bakugou's eye's widened. In shock, confusion. And fear. During time's like this, I wish I was so good at reading people. I could see how scared he was. Because I'm a villain? Because we are in public and he can't do anything about it? 

Because this whole time, he was being nice to someone who tried to kill him? 

I wouldn't expect less. But it all hurts. It hurt so bad that I couldn't help but let the tears that were building up to fall. Once I let one go it seemed like I wouldn't be able to stop. They just kept coming down and down. 

I fell to my knees, placing my hands on them and lowering my head. "P-Please! I-I didn't want to lie I p-promise!" My voice was running thin, cracking and stuttering with my words. My heart ached. Like I was stabbed. 

Is this how my victims feel? 

Or . . . 

Is this feeling of heartbreak worse? 

"You . . . YOU!" Bakugou screamed, pointing at me, his hand slightly shaking. He might have screamed but knowing society, screaming anything won't get anyone's attention. No one want's to be a witness. It's honestly sad. 

"I know! But you have to believe me! I didn't think we would end up this close. . . I didn't think I would come to grow feelings for you and-" 

"No no no! Don't say a fucking word, you villain! I can't believe you did this! Y-You tried to kill me! My classmates! Twice!"

"Bakugou I-"

"Stay the fuck away from me!" 

And with that. He ran off. Taking my heart with him. 

>> end of flashback << 

"SHIGARAKI TOMURA!" 

I pushed open the hideout's door. Maybe a little too roughly. I saw the blue crusty dusty man jump in his seat. He turned his head to look at me and well . . . 

He was mad. 

Seriously what is with people and attacking me today. Mark this day as the worst day in my life. "(Y/N)?! Where the hell have you been?!" I couldn't help but smirk. Looking around I saw a confused Dabi and Toga. I also noticed a bunch of new people as well. 

Look at Shi being a decent human being. 

At least for villain standards. 

"Now now, don't get mad at me darling no no no~" I said walking over to Shi, punching his arm slightly. Maybe it was because I was still mad but who cares. "I've got information for you." Suddenly his interest peaks. 

"Training camp. Tomorrow. U.A students." 

Do I regret saying this? Yes. But what else am I supposed to do when I'm mad. When I'm upset I kill. 

Stab stab.

"And how did you get that information exactly?" Dabi asked me. 

"Let's just say I have my sources. . . "

"Well, we can't just go off that! It could be a trap or-"

"No . . . She's right. I'm not sure who told you (Y/N) but, the traitor I keep in contact with said the same thing . . ." Shigaraki said, scratching his neck. 

"I'm gonna need the Vanguard Action Squad . . . "

Word Count: short

Published: Saturday, August 17th, 2019 

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I'm sorry it's late. I was busy. School is starting soon. And I was busy playing on my switch shush-

Okay I'm done

-P.P