Little White Lies || Cricky [C]

2 | Thunder

I opened my eyes, groaning softly. I rolled onto my side and pulled myself up to my knees. I untied the belt and dropped it down on the ground before getting up. I stumbled a little, grabbing onto the wall to brace myself.

I was dizzy and nauseous but I made my way out into kitchen. I turned on the sink, leaning over it to drink from it. We ran out of glasses at some point and no one wanted to wash them.

"Mornin' Ricky!!"

I covered my ears, sending the girl a harsh glare. She's one of the only people here that I'm friendly with, but she's always too hyper.

"Hey, Ash." I muttered. I shoved everything off of the counter, pulling myself up to sit on it.

I stared blankly at the things I'd knocked on the floor. Oops.

My head was pounding and my vision was swimming in and out of focus. I glanced at the clock. It was only two. Still early. I have until six to recover. I only have one client tonight. That's not enough. I'll have to stake out clubs and shit, see who I can find.

"Ricky? You good?" Ash asked.

I blinked slowly, looking up at her. "Uh huh. Just uh, just didn't sleep well."

She raised an eyebrow and nodded. She didn't believe me. She could see through my lies.

I looked back down at the ground. She grabbed my arm while I was caught off guard and she said something. I wasn't listening to what she was saying. I knew she'd be annoyed when she saw the fresh tracks.

"Jesus fucking christ, Ricky! You promised you'd stop!"

"Jesus isn't here, Ashley."

She rolled her eyes. "Did you even try to get clean?"

I shrugged.

"You fucking promised. This shit is gonna kill you."

"Yeah well I'm not the kind of person that keeps promises." I snapped.

She sighed and stormed off.

I went back to my room and got dressed. Shorts with fishnets and a crop top. I grabbed my boots and pulled them on, instantly gaining a few inches on my height.

I quickly left the apartment, stumbling a little. I made my way down the stairs and out the door. I groaned and shielded my eyes when the sun hit me. It was always so damn bright.

I walked down the road, moving my ass with each step. Anyone who had the money could have me and I wanted to make that clear. I watched every car that went by, trying to lock eyes with the drivers.

I ended up getting bored of that pretty quickly because no one picked me up. I pulled my cash from my boot and counted it, deciding I was going to see my dealer while I was in the area. I took a turn down a dark alley and made my way to where he usually lurks.

"Kuza~" I sang, waiting a few moments for a response.

"Back so soon?" I heard him reply.

I spun in the direction I heard his voice come from. "Oh you bet I am."

He walked up to me and wrapped his arms around my waist. I tilted my head up while he leaned down and kissed me.

"How much do you need today, babe?" He asked.

I shrugged. "The usual."

"And I assume you know what that'll cost you?"

I bit my lip and nodded. "Of course I do, daddy." I tucked some cash into his pocket before getting down on my knees.

He gives me a discount because I give such good blow jobs.