Rejected By My Mate

10)

Back to Allys P.O.V

I felt All of his emotions as if it were my own, My pain felt like nothing compared to his, I had Kait to help me through everything but he had no one and that broke my heart all over again,  and I'm not going to lie it scared me, I thought that Jake didn't care about me yet here we were together, Everything that's been held in for so long basically all out in the open now

I let go of his hands and buried my face in my hands as streams of tears ran down my face, I felt him embrace me and looked up at him "I felt everything Jake, And i-im so s-sorry" I sobbed returning his embrace

"No im sorry Al" He said squeezing me tightly, My heart felt like it was going to burst just being in his arms again "I know an apology isn't going to take back what I did to you or the pain I caused you and our baby girl and I know there's no way we can go back to how it was but If you'd let me, I'd like to be your friend at the very least" he says with a shy smile

I look up into his pleading eyes and with one like inhale of his scent I step away from him "I'd like that" I smiled though it didn't quite reach my eyes

"Great" he says before scratching the back of his neck and excusing himself for 'pack business'

I let out a sigh and slowly walk to my bedroom where I find my Dad cradling my baby girl while she slept "Somewhere over the rainbow, Way up high, Theres a land that I heard of, Once in a lullaby, Someday I'll wish upon a star, And wake up where the clouds are far behind me, Where troubles melt like lemon drops, A way above the chimney tops, Thats where you'll find me"my father softly sung while I stood in the doorway just watching with a small smile on my face.

"You and Mum used to sing that to us, Everynight" I said walking over to my bed "You and your brother wouldn't sleep unless we did" Dad said tucking kait into bed beside me

"And then mum passed away and you stopped singing to us" I mumbled looking at my hands "It just didn't feel right singing it without your mother, I didn't want to ruin that memory for you guys" he said giving me a kiss on the head before leaving me alone with my thoughts.

Why'd i say yes to being friends with Jake When I'm still in love with him?
I'm basically digging myself a bigger hole to bury myself in
I can't just turn down his friendship though, he is still technically my mate and he is Kaits dad
I guess I'll just have to endure it.
Well for now anyway.

Jakes POV:

"Friends? Are you stupid?" I thought as I face palmed

Scott stood in my office frowning at me "You alright there Jake?" He asked looking genuinely concerned

"I'm assuming everyone knows Allys my mate now right?" Scott nodded "well I just asked my mate, the person I've been in love with since I was 8 to be friends, Friends!!!, how stupid am I? I should've gotten on my knees and begged her to come back to me!" I huffed as I sunk down in my chair "You know what? I'm going to do that now" I claimed as I walked out of my office leaving Scott standing the confused

I stalked up the stairs on a mission , I was going to get Al back no matter what it took we were going to be together, I was going to make things right

As I reached her door I took a deep breath and knocked, no answer so I knocked again and again and again but still no answer so I stood there contemplating whether I should just go in or not

I took another deep breath and slowly opened the door to see my beautiful mate asleep with our little pup in her arms and my heart just melted

I slowly crept closer to the bed taking in the beautiful sight of my girls, I sat on the chair just beside their bed and quietly watched them sleep 'a little creepy I know', it started to occur to me that in the 12 hours they've been here I haven't even tried to connect with my daughter at all but that was going to change, I decided that I am going to be the best father I can be.

I slowly started drifting to sleep.

The next morning

I woke to the sun shining through the blinds, I groaned as I sat up straight, my back was aching from sleeping on that uncomfortable chair, I start to stand and rub my eyes when I see the little face of my daughter staring back at me

"Shush mommy's sleeping" She whispers crawling to the side of the bed and putting her arms out for me to grab her

I slowly lift her into my arms "Morning" I say with a small smile as I look at her adorable grinning face "You hungry?" I ask snuggling her closer to me

She nodded while rubbing her tummy as if to say she were

As we walked down to the kitchen members of my pack bowed their head to me but would stare at my daughter for a moment too long which started to annoy me

It made me feel like they were questioning my child and judging her because of what I did but I shook my head and smiled at her as if trying to reassure her that everything was okay

I set her down on the counter as I rummaged through the fridge and cupboards grabbing ingredients for chocolate chip pancakes

as soon as I had everything I needed I got to work making the mixture with Kaits "help" which was mostly her eating chocolate chips or getting flour all over herself and me

I laughed at the mess she was making while I got to cooking the pancakes, I will admit I'm not the best cook so the first few pancakes were abit burnt and by abit I meant inedible

I started getting frustrated as I threw my 5th attempt in the trash when I heard a beautiful laugh and saw my mate.

Ally's POV:
I woke up feeling like I just had the best sleep ever slightly surprised that kait wasn't lying across my face, I started feeling around for my baby when my eyes shot open in panic 'Where the fuck is my baby'

I jumped up faster then I ever have and rushed down stairs ready to rain hell on whoever took my baby without leaving me a note or something but stopped dead in my tracks at the sight infront of me

Kait was sitting on the counter across from Jake giggling and smiling while he lent over the stove eyebrows furrowed trying to cook pancakes

My heart ached at the site, I kept thinking 'I kept them apart this whole time' I knew as I watched them together that I had made a mistake

I laughed as Jake threw away yet another pancake, he looked up at me surprised as I made my way over to him and Kait

I gave my daughter a quick morning kiss before taking the spatula off of Jake "Let me show you how it's done" I say with a giggle as I pour some mixture into the pan and waited a minute before flipping it like a pro

" I was fine" Jake grumbled as he crossed his arms like a child so Kait decided to copy him, making me and Jake both Laugh

This is nice
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Sorry it took so long to update I had deleted this app for a minute and totally forgot about this story but here is a new chapter for the few people that actually do read my story

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