You Will Never Be Mine || jinkook ||

1 - Decision

"You can't do this to me, dad. You can't decide my life, you can't decide who I'm gonna get married to!"

Jungkook considers himself a cool man, he is usually patient and calm in handling any kind of situation but hearing the news from both of his parents this morning makes his blood boiled. He respects both of them but to decide something so big involving his future is wrong. They're no longer living in past generations where you have to accept anyone as your partner decided by your parents. It's 2019 for god sake.

They are sitting down in the dining table having their breakfast when Mr. and Mrs. Jeon break the news to him. This is ridiculous he's not a young kid to follow his parent's order especially when it's about his life.

"Listen to your dad first Kook, don't simply reject whatever he said"

his mom trying hard to ease the heated situation. His husband and his only son are similar when being stubborn. The gene really does work for this one attitude.

"What else should I listen to? You and dad are now telling me to get married and it's with someone I don't ever know. Who the fuck is Kim Seokjin? Tell me how can I be calm over this? I'm not a kid why can't I decide my own life? This is unfair, this is nonsense!"

"JEON JUNGKOOK!!!"

Mr. Jeon who's only listening to his rage from just now stands up from his chair, face red trying to control his anger.

"you better follow what we tell you or I'll cut off your name from our family list"

he threatens him but Jungkook only laughs it off. Such kind of threats won't work for him. He's not living his life by sucking off his parents money. He's not stupid, he has his own career and savings since he was young. He doesn't even care about his father's inheritance. This is not typical chaebol drama his parents trying to play.

"you think I care about your wealth dad? You must be kidding me"

he clamps his hand hard. Nails digging on his palm he can feel it's gonna bleed.

Mrs. Jeon grasps Jungkook's shaking hands while whispering to his husband to calm down. Mr. Jeon who noticed the current state back to sit down, drinking water to clear his throat. He should not be too worked up over this when it's not the right time. Jungkook is aware why his dad suddenly sits down and quiet, he knows it's because of him.

"listen son, you may think this is unfair for you but you've got no choice for this. Agree or.."

"Or what?" He angrily asks.

His dad's sudden calmness won't stop him from being mad. He doesn't care. He doesn't bother.

"Or right now, it's only in a matter of time before I took back everything from Faith Organisation. I'll only need to call my lawyer and make everything vanish. Trust me, you will never see them anymore."

His words stung in Jungkook's heart. Is his dad for real using the organisation as his weapon. His eyes firm. There is no sign of joking from him.

"Dad you can't be real, not the organisation dad. Why are you doing this to me?" His voice slow. Eyes losing its focus.

"Mom, tell me it's not real. Why are you involving Faith in this issue? You can't do this to me"

he is now holding their hands hard ,begging to spare the organisation. It shouldn't be the victim of his personal issue.

"Jeon Jungkook, tell me you agree or one phone call and it's gone"

Mr. Jeon is already holding on his phone get ready to make a call, he's not playing around, their decision is firm. He will do anything to make sure Jungkook agrees with their decision.

"Kook, son..please" his mom pleads. Jungkook is eyeing on his parents. This is the most ridiculous situation he ever faced and he knows there is no other choice, he's at the dead end.

Jungkook considered himself as cool person, but that was before, now he thinks cool Jungkook is dead and the reason lies in one man named Kim Seokjin.

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Seokjin is informed about the news by his dad when he's on his way to the childcare.

"Seokjin, it's been years right. I hope to see you getting married son. I think this is the right time for that, can you consider it son? It's my only wish now"

His father's words are clear and careful. As someone who never disobey his parents Seokjin is left with no choice. He doesn't want to hurt his father's heart by directly rejecting the suggestion.

"appa, you know how I feel right? You know who I love?"

He wishes his father can understand his situation. It's too sudden for another life changing decision and he doesn't want to rush things. He grabs his father's wrinkled hand and caresses it softly.

"appa, please give me some time, I'm not ready. I'm not asking for more, can you please understand me"

he looks at Mr. Kim, eyes glistening with hopes asking his father for some consideration. This news is too sudden for him. Throughout his life there is only one man for him and he doesn't think he can replace him with anyone else.

"It's okay Seokjin~ah, I'll tell Jeon about this. I'm not gonna force you dear, now go or you're gonna be late"

his father shoo him out while smiling brightly at him. Seokjin is grateful he has the most understanding and the most loving father in this world.

"Thank you appa, I love you. Goodbye"

He kisses his father's forehead and waves at him before going out. Mr. Kim waves his son goodbye eagerly not that Seokjin knows it's gonna be the last goodbye he will ever get from his father.

It's 2 in the evening when he received a call from his father's assistant telling him that Mr. Kim is in the hospital and he's critical. It's thirty minutes past three when doctors told him that his father couldn't be saved and it's a day after his death he was given a letter containing the final wish of his father which is to see him getting married to a certain guy named Jeon Jungkook.

Kim Seokjin wishes he can be a bad son and runs away from the will. He wishes he never opens and reads the letter. He wishes he can follow his father along and meet both of his parents in the heaven. He wishes his life not turns out like this. What kind of destiny game he's playing right now.

He sleeps that night accompanied by non stop tears flowing down his soft cheeks. Now he has no one else left in this world. How much stronger he can be? Is there any love left for him.

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First chapter and this is it. Thank you for your support ^^