You Will Never Be Mine || jinkook ||

5 - Alone

Seokjin wakes up at night feeling hungry and messy. He didn't realise he's fallen asleep on the floor after pouring his tears out. His eyes swollen red. The room is dark. He showers and slips himself a grey pajamas before going out of the room.

Seeing their house is all dark he knows Jungkook is not around. He walks to the kitchen hoping to eat something, the last meal he ate was the breakfast this morning, now it's already 9.30 at night, it's late and his stomach grumbles for food. He cannot skip his meals or else his whole body will shake and his stomach hurts from gastric. He scans through the kitchen ended up being disappointed because Jungkook seems like never eats in this house. The fridge is mostly empty but only filled with carbonated drinks and beers, no instant noodles, bread or even biscuits in the food cabinet. He is annoyed, he is super hungry and tired, his car is in his father's house, should he order for food delivery because looks like it's the only option left.
What a weird person, how can a person live without any food supplies. Tomorrow he's gonna shop for groceries because he prefers to cook his own food.

Jeon Jungkook is still not home even after he ate his late dinner and went to sleep. Whatever, his so called husband clearly told him to mind his own business so he should not care right?

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Their marriage is not like an usual one, they do their own things, they don't care about each other, specifically Jungkook doesn't even care about Seokjin. Jungkook never eats his food even though Seokjin tried to cook him meals almost everyday. He goes out early in the morning and comes back late at night. Sometimes, he's not even at home the whole week.

Seokjin wishes at least they can be civil with each other but every time he tried to talk to Jungkook, the other ignored him. Almost 2 months, he feels like a single person having no husband or commitment at home. His staffs know he's married but he ignored their questions whenever they asked about his husband, well does he have a husband though?

Seokjin comes home early after receiving a call from his mother telling him that she wanted to visit. He is so happy considering how lonely he is, he often calls his parent in law acting all happy and okay, not once sharing what kind of marriage he had with Jungkook.

He prepares lots of dishes to welcome his mother. He loves and appreciates her so much for being so nice to him, her presence really helps him in coping with missing his late parents.

"mom, I miss you I'm sorry I don't visit you and dad regularly, how are you?"

He hugs his mother tight missing the warmth embrace. Mrs. Jeon feels the same, missing both of her sons but she understands Jungkook, her son is a workaholic person and once he's too busy with his work he will forget about anything else.

"it's okay, son. We are all good, your dad sends his regards because he's busy with his works at the company. How are you, you look skinnier honey?"

Mrs. Jeon notices how thinner Seokjin was compared to 3 months ago, his small wrist looks tinier when she holds him. She knows everything happens too sudden for the young man, he needs time to cope with the new surrounding but he hopes Jungkook can take care of his husband better than this. Mrs. Jeon is upset, she has to remind Jungkook about this.

Seokjin already informed Jungkook about his mother's visit this morning before both of them went to work, he also messaged him to remind about the visit but even after almost one hour passed, he's not at home yet. Mrs. Jeon looks super disappointed, Seokjin tries so hard to cheer her up, telling her about the special dish he cooked for her, the cake he made.

He will need to confront Jungkook about this, it's not fair for Mrs. Jeon, she misses her own son why is Jungkook so stubborn. They ate together sharing a lots of stories, laughing and bonding as mom and son in law. Mrs. Jeon also jokes at him about wanted to have grandchild as soon as possible that makes Seokjin chokes with his cake.

Oh my god, he never thought about that especially with his relationship with Jungkook right now, it's impossible. They can't even look at each other's face properly what even to conceive a child.

3 hours she spent with Seokjin, Mrs. Jeon is way too endeared with his personality. She knows she made the best decision to marry Jungkook's off with Seokjin. The young boy is the epitome of perfection, he is super handsome, kind, polite, gentle, loves to smile, cook very well and very lovely. She can already imagine their future kid one day having to have Seokjin as a father. About Jungkook, she's gonna meet him one day in his office to teach him lesson for not greeting her in their house. Luckily Seokjin greets her so well, she loves his son in law so much.

"I'm going home, Jin~aa, tell Jungkook I'm here and don't forget my grandchild"

she hugs him dearly noticing the blush creeping on Seokjin's face.

"mom"

he whines, too embarassed over the question. If only their mother knows how troublesome their marriage is.

"I'm going to visit you okay, send my regards to dad. I miss him. I'll call you okay, take care mom".

She kisses his forehead before going out to his driver. Seokjin insists to send her home but she rejects the offer asking him to wait for his husband. He obeys, afterall she doesn't know their problem. Seokjin never share anything about his relationship with Jungkook, he doesn't want to trouble her or Mr. Jeon.

He can endure this. He's already alone in this world, Jeon Jungkook's decision to ignore him won't hurt him. He reheated the food and waits for Jungkook in the couch.

"Wake up!!!"

Seokjin is startled with a shout from Jungkook, not noticing when he fell asleep while waiting for his husband.

"Jungk-"

PANG!!! a harsh slap is heard.

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Told you I make Jeon Jungkook kinda bad guy here so I'm sorry beforehand ^^ thank you for reading.