Through the dark (punk Louis Tomlinson) (Collaboration with MyTeddybear_Baloe)

chapter 46

Alice's P.O.V.

I looked at myself in the mirror to see that i had a black eye. This can't be from falling down the stairs. Louis entered the room again as i turned around looking at him. "What happened to me?" i asked. "I told you, you fell off the stairs" he said. "Louis, tell me the truth" i said going closer towards him. He let out a sigh and went with his hand through his hair. "Harry punched you" he said. My mouth fell open. "What a bastard" i muttered under my breath. "And what did you do?" i asked, crossing my arms. "I kicked him and insulted him" he said. I snorted. "Yeah right" i said. "It's true" he defended himself. "I know you, Louis! You don't do shit to your friends! And than you call yourself a gangleader!" i snapped at him as i saw his eyes darken but that didn't stop me. "Gangleader my ass!" i spat. "Shut up! You don't know shit!" he yelled at me.

"I know enough!" i yelled back. He is really pissing me off. "Trust me, you don't!" he yelled as he glared at me. "You are making me go insane!" i yelled. "It's your own fault! Don't be bipolar and none of this would have happened!" he yelled. "You are bipolar yourself! You dumb fuck!" i yelled. He pinned me agianst the wall as he smashed his fist into the wall next to me. He was inches away from my face as i stared into his blue-grey eyes that i always has and still love. "Don't test me" he breathed out. "If you love me than why do you let people hurt me?" i asked. I saw hurt mixed with guilt in his eyes. "I don't want this! I don't want people hurting you! I just want you back, i missed you like crazy. I love you so freaking much that it makes me sick" he said. I stared at his plumb lips and back into his eyes.

I smashed my lips on his, he was surprised at first but kissed me back. It was like his lips were made for mine. They moved perfectly in sync. His lips are so soft, another thing i love about him. I wrapped my arms around his neck as he wrapped his arms around my waist. He pulled me closer as i felt the warmth of his body on mine. I never thought that i would say this but i missed this. What am i saying?! I hate him! My eyes shot open as i pulled away. Louis looked at me surprised. "What's wrong?" he asked. I looked at him, it was like my heart melted. It was like everything went black and he was the only one i saw. He looked at me as tears brimmed in his eyes. "Nothing" i whispered wrapping my arms around him and hugging him. This feels good but it's wrong.

Jake's P.O.V.

I came back home after the gym. I remebered that i can go visit Mike tomorrow. I don't know if i will go, seeing him with those strings attached in him would tear me apart. I ploffed down on the couch. I'm making myself sick. Tyler came sitting next to me. "Are you alright?" he asked. I nodded. "Are you sure?" he asked. "I said i'm alright, tyler!" i spat. "Calm down, i just asked" he said. "Well stop asking because i'm sick and tired of being treathed like a kid!" i spat. "Well, you are acting like one now" he said. "Shut the fuck up!" i yelled. "Just calm down, Jake" he said. "No! You need to shut up!" i yelled getting angrier within the minute.

Keaton and Charlie entered the room. "What's happening here?" Charlie asked. "He needs to shut the fuck up! And quit babying me!" i yelled. "Jake! We do that because in times like this you are a danger for people around you and also for yourself" keaton said. "I know what i'm doing!" i yelled as i walked past them. I punched the wall very hard as blood was trickling down my hand. "Jake! That wasn't neccessary!" Charlie yelled. "Get the fuck away from me, you twat!" i yelled running upstairs. I walked to Alice her room. I slammed the door shut as i took a picture frame. I wanted to throw it against the wall but i looked at the picture as i saw Alice and me smiling. My heart broke into a million pieces. I am going the wrong way. I am destroying myself.