My life ; The party [21+] PJM

Another day at work...

Jimin and N hot ready for work as usual. None of them felt like getting up but they knew they had to.

As the day went on, one of N's coworkers, Irene, came to her smiling.

Irene: "N, you look tired.. are you feeling alright?" she asked concerned.
N: "Yes thank you Irene, I'm fine... it's just I haven't really been sleeping that much this past week and I'm just kind of stressed out at the moment... but I'll be fine don't worry"
Irene: "Oh my... I'm really sorry to hear that. I'm actually hosting a party on Friday, you should come, maybe that will get your thoughts away for some time?"
N: "Mmm... I don't know...I don't really feel like partying.."
Irene: "But it will be super fun! A lot of my old friends will be there, aaaand there is going to be a lot of boys!!"
N: "That's sounds really good but, I already have a boyfriend so..."
Irene: "Yes yes I know but... I was just saying it hoping you would consider coming"
N: "I don't know...I'll think about it"
Irene: "Great! Just let me know when you've figured it out. I hope you will come though, I really think you need to get your thoughts somewhere else. And there is still some time until Friday so just think about it okay?"
N: "Yes I will"
Irene: "Great!! Well we should get back to work before the boss spots us talking😂😂"
N: "Right"

They both got back to work and N continued to think about that party. She really did not feel like going, however, Irene seemed to really want her there....

N thought about it until she was done with work. Everyone backed their things and got ready to leave. On N's way out Irene ran towards her.

Irene: "So, have you thought about weather you want to come or not?"
N: "Yes...but I still don't know"
Irene: "I mean, it's totally up to you but I really think you need to relax and just...you know, yeah"
N: "Yeah...but it depends on who is coming too, if there is going to be like a lot of people then I don't know if I will be able to handle it"
Irene: "Right... I get that you are stressed out at the moment but I promise you, all the people attending are just old friends of mine as well as some of their friends. I promise you it's not like one of those parties where strangers just randomly appears. Besides, you can bring Jimin if you want, and if he has time of course"
N: "Hmm... I will think about it.."
Irene: "Good!! I'll see you tomorrow then, get home safely and remember to relax and get lots of sleep!"
N: "Thank you and you too, see you tomorrow"

The girls parted ways and both got home safely. It was a bit late when N got home but Jimin was still working due to his busy schedule this month. N really really missed Jimin but she didn't want to disturb him during his work by calling him.

She changed out of her working clothes and went to take a shower. She was feeling so tired and exhausted. As she got out of the shower she went to sit down as she got dizzy. Luckily nothing happened to her but she was so tired that she couldn't even bother to put on clothes or go upstairs to sleep. She just wanted Jimin to come home... but she knew he probably wouldn't be home the next couple of hours.

She then began to cry. Everything hit her and she couldn't hold it in anymore. She was just sitting there crying....😓😓

As time went on she decided that she should probably but on some clothes since it was freezing outside. She went to put on her clothes that she would be sleeping in and went back to the chair that she was sitting on.

She looked at the time, it was 22:04. She remembered that Jimin's work usually ends at around 23:00-02:00. N was really hoping that today would be one of the early days that he had, however she was not going to be able to handle waiting until 02:00 but she just missed him so bad that she didn't even care anymore.

At 22:26 she couldn't handle it anymore. She needed him so bad that she decided to just text him. At least she wouldn't be disturbing him by calling. She didn't like to disturb him during his work but she missed him so much that she didn't care anymore. She tried texting him, knowing that it would be hard for him to reply, however he actually replied right away which made her feel a lot better.

N: Jimin...?❤️
Jimin: Yes?❤️
N: Do you know what time you are done with your work?❤️ Sorry if I'm disturbing you...
Jimin: No you're not Jagi❤️ I'm not sure yet.. but I believe it's around 00:30AM. Is everything alright?❤️
N: Oh... okay.. then I probably should let you do your work instead of texting... I'll see you later then oppa❤️
Jimin: Wait... are you alright?❤️
N: Yes I'm fine... please concentrate on working, I'll be alright❤️
Jimin: But I can't concentrate on working if you're not alright Jagi... so please tell me what's bothering you❤️
N: Jimin... I will be alright I promise... please don't let me stop you from working😔❤️

She typed almost crying. Jimin was so caring, and it meant a lot to N, however she didn't want to be the reason why Jimin didn't finish his work. She of course wanted to ask him if he would come home now but again, she wouldn't want to ruin his work.

Jimin: Jagiya... don't say that. If something is bothering you please tell me, you are worrying me...❤️
N: But I'm fine, I just miss you a lot... that's it❤️ She typed, lying a bit.

Or, not lying since she did miss him a lot, but lying because she didn't tell him the whole truth. That she was super stressed and didn't even have the energy to go upstairs.

Jimin: Awww Jagi... I miss you too❤️ I'll be done in about 2 hours, then I will get home as fast as I can okay? But please don't stay up too late waiting for me... try to sleep instead, you really need to rest❤️
N: Okay Jimin... thank you❤️
Jimin: Take care😘❤️

He was so sweet and caring! N was truly one lucky girl. However, she couldn't sleep despite not having any energy. She missed him too much to try to sleep. She needed him besides her, she just needed him to hug her and tell her that everything would be alright. But N didn't want to take more of his time so she just pretended like missing him was all that was bothering her.