He mended my Broken Heart

Chapter 7

Micky's POV

I tried to open my eyes slowly. My body was aching and my head hurts as hell, it's like my heads gonna break. I looked around and everything was white, the bed, the sheets. the wall. Hospital! What am I doing here? I felt someone sleeping near my lap, someone was gripping my hand, "Micheal?” I recognized it was him. "What happened? Why am I here?" I tried to sit and Micheal helped me up. My body was hurting as hell. "What the hell happened? I feel like I went through an operation and something was taken out from my body." I looked at Micheal who stiffened. "Micheal? Is there something wrong?", she bowed his head and shook it. "Huh. Ahh.” someone opened the door. My mom. She look pale, her eyes and nose were red. She cried? Why? "Mom? Did you cry? What happened?” she ran towards me and hugged me tight. "I love you so much Micky. And I am really really sorry for not being around when you needed me" she started sobbing. "Mom." she pulled away, held my face and tried her best to smile. "What am I doing here?", I asked holding her hands which were caressing me. "Sara hit you". I smiled at that thought, I felt good after telling her all the things that she deserved. "Did she hit me that serious?" I giggled. But my mom was still sobbing. "Mom, stop crying. I'm fine." I tried to comfort her by rubbing her back. "You're pregnant." she said softly. Pregnant? What? "Mom? What?" I just heard that wrong. I turned to see Micheal looking away. "I am so sorry Michaela. I should've been there for you. I am so sorry Micky." Her tears were dripping as she closes it.

My eyes looked back to Micheal and back to my mom. They were avoiding my gaze. "I... I have a baby?" I caressed my stomach and tried to feel if there is really something inside me, someone inside me. "You were a month pregnant." my mom spoke softly that I could hardly hear her. I caressed my tummy again. But I felt empty, I felt like there was nothing special. Sara. A voice inside me was speaking the bitch's name. "Sara hit you." I remembered Micheal told me about that. No. No. I should not be thinking about that. I tried to comfort myself. My baby's fine. I looked at my mom with a forced smile. "How's my baby?" my tears were starting to fall down. I felt uneasy. I should be happy, I have a baby. But my eyes couldn't stop. Something inside my head was telling me something's wrong. "Honey," my mom held my hands tight. "We.. We lost the baby" her voice was cracking. I opened my mouth to say something but I heard nothing. My fist was clenching and my eyes were bursting with tears. I stared at my mom with disbelief. "Mom! Stop! I am sorry for disappointing you. But you don't have to scare me that way. Mom, you just said I have a baby. I HAVE A BABY!!" I was shouting at the top of my lungs. I was breathing heavily, my heart was skipping beats, my sweat started to pour in every part of me, my body was stiff, and I feel like I couldn't move. My mom was crying so hard that Micheal needed to support him from the back. "Mom, I'm sorry." I gave enough strength to reach for her hand and look at her with pleading eyes. "Tell me you're lying. Mom, please" I couldn't stop the tears; I couldn't stop the pain that was forming inside me. My mom shook her head and pulled me into a hug. "I am so sorry. I'm sorry" I was left speechless. I couldn't think right. My baby. I should've known I was pregnant. I could've taken care of my child. I am so stupid! I am so stupid!!! I was hitting my head. I deserve that. I should've known! That night I gave in to Carlos was magical! The feeling was unexplainable, I felt like love was surrounding us. I felt like it was a sign that we'd be together happily, forever. And I am so stupid to believe in those things, I am so damn stupid to believe in forever, in love, in him! I lost my child! I lost my child because I believe in lies!!!

I was hugging my mom so tight, I wanted to feel comfort. I know she's doing everything to make me feel fine. But I am not. I will not be fine.

Sara and Carlos. They killed my child!! And I will not just seat here and cry for my loss. I will make their lives miserable. I swear I am going to make them feel every pain I felt. My fist tightened. I swear they will never be happy. I swear! I swear one day, they're going to kneel and kiss my feet to beg me for their lives. I lost my child's life. I lost mine, either. And I am sure I'll make them feel every shits they deserve. My heart was beating so fast. I wanted to see them. I want to kill them!!

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Surprised?

Okay, the hardest chapter for me. My mind was debating about what would happen to Micky. Especially if this chapter will be included or trashed. But before I have started making this story, I have planned to make this part happen. It just touches me so much and a lot more unexplainable reasons.

Anyway, I hope you like that short chapter. I will be posting the next chapter after brain debating.

Thanks.