Lipstick Stain

Chapter 4

"What were you doing?" Ruby was still laughing.
"We were just dancing!"
"Dancing like what?" Ruby asked.
I stood in front of Ruby and wrapped her hands around my hips and I danced like how I was dancing.
"Bitch that ain't no dancing! That's grinding!" She laughed.
"No wonder he had a boner! You with your huge ass!" She slapped my butt.
"Hey!" I laughed.
"Where did he go?" I asked as I looked around the bar.
"Probably outside or to his friend." Ruby shrugged.
"Okay. I'm going to the toilet, hold my bag." I handed her my clutch and went to the toilets. A girl was throwing up in one of them but the other was closed. I couldn't tell if it was open or not.
I knocked on the door.
"Anyone in?" I asked.
No response. I twisted the handle and walked in.
"Oh my god!" I walked in to see Tom sitting on the closed toilet seat with his pants and trousers down...let's say - relieving himself.
"Oh my god Gabi!" He got a fright and turned away.
"I'm so sorry!" I went to go out the door in a rush.
"Wait Gabi!"
I turned around, trying to just look into his eyes.
"Could you Uh..." he looked down at himself then up. I was confused then I realised what he meant.
"You want me to..." I asked timidly.
"Only if you want?" He replies quietly. 
"I...I don't know Tom."
We locked eyes and he looked desperate. He suddenly got up and pushed me against the door.
"Tom..." I whispered.
"Can I kiss you?" He asked.
I just nodded. He pushed his lips against mine and I kissed him back.
It was euphoric - the butterflies were soaring through my stomach.
I wrapped my arms around his neck and his hands went to my hips and he pushed me again into the door.
"Gabi," he moaned into my neck as he kissed it. I hummed in pleasure as a response.
"I want you...I need you Gabi..." he said as he kissed me. I didn't respond.
"Gabi please..." he stopped and looked me in the eyes.
"Tom I..." I stuttered.
"I've only been with one person...once." I admitted. His eyes went wide but not in a judgment way just in surprise.
"Really?" He asked.
"Yeah." I folded my arms.
Completely turned off.
"Oh...then maybe having sex in a club bathroom isn't the best choice." Tom nervously laughed.
"I'll leave you to it." I said. I stopped before I left.
"And lock the door." I smiled, he laughed then I left.

I went back to our spot.
"Rubes I'm just gonna head." I said as I took my clutch back.
"Wait what?" She asked.
"I'm going back to the hotel." I said and I started to walk away.
"Wait why!" She grabbed my hand.
"Because I do!" I snapped as I tore my hand away.
"Gabi!" She shouted after me. I kept walking.
I had to get out of there.
I can't believe I told him.
Fuck I messed it up.
I was stopped in my thoughts when I bumped into someone.
"Shit I'm sorry." I said in a rush.
"No it's alright. Wait aren't you Gabi?" I looked up and I saw the blonde guy that was with Tom.
Shit.
"Uh yeah, you're Toms friend right?"
"Guilty as charged." He laughed.
"Are you leaving?" He asked.
"Uh yes I am." I forced a smile.
"Why are you leaving so soon?" He asked nicely.
"Oh uh...just tired." I smiled.
"Oh hey guys!" Toms voice beamed from behind.
"Hey, I just met Gabi." The blonde smiled.
"Shit! I'm Harrison by the way." He laughed. I laughed lightly.
"Want a drink?" Tom asked without looking at me.
"Uh no I was just leaving." I smiled weakly at him.
"Wait why?" I paused.
"You know why Tom." I said and I walked away.
I felt tears fall down my face as I walked outside and the warm air hit me.
"Gabriella!" Toms voice was behind me. I didn't turn back.
"Gabi!" He shouted again.
He grabbed my hand and turned me around.
"What Tom?" I spat.
"Why are you leaving?" He asked.
"Because I don't want to be out anymore!"
"That's the worst excuse I've ever heard." He said.
"It's awkward Tom! It's awkward when I stupidly told you something personal and I hardly know you!" I practically screamed.
"It's my fault okay? I'm sorry for pushing you, I shouldn't of. I didn't know." He said.
"You didn't know it's fine." I said.
He wiped the tears off my face.
"You guys made up yet?" Harrison asked by the door.
"Fuck sake Haz!" Tom laughed.
"Who wants McDonalds?" He asked as he stood next to Tom.
"Me!" I put my hand up.
"Let's go then!" Harrison said.
Tom holds out his hand for me to take.
I shyly took it and smiled.