On Air//Dolan Twins (COMPLETED)

Chapter 15

I was still having hallucinations of Jacob. It's like even if he is gone he's still in my life. I need to get him out of my head. But how? I've tried to focus on school but whenever the teacher is talking he's standing right next to her looking bloody. When I'm with Ethan and Grayson and I'm laughing he's always next to either E or Gray. I've tried everything. But he always finds his way back to me. My life will never be the same as long as Jacob's in it. So I know what I have to do.

I went into the bathroom and looked through the medicine cabinet and found some pills. I looked at myself in the mirror for the last time and saw Jacob right by me smirking. I closed my eyes tight and opened them again and he was gone. I felt tears streaming down my face. I opened the bottle. There was a knock on the door and I jumped.

Grayson: Babygirl, you in there?

Y/n: Yeah. I'll be right out.

I put the pill bottle back in cabinet, wiped my tears away and opened the door. Grayson was waiting for me outside the door.

Grayson: Hey.

Y/n: Hi.

Grayson: We're going to the park.

Y/n: Why?

Grayson: Does there need to be a reason?

Y/n: Whatever. Come on. let's go to the park.

Grayson took my hand into his and we made our way to his car. I was silent through out the entire ride because I was scared. I wasn't sure if Jacob was alive or dead. He should be dead. But is he? Grayson stabbed him. He has to be dead. He needs to be dead. I chose to believe he was dead. But everytime I think about it, it becomes harder and harder for me to believe.

Grayson: We're here.

Y/n: Great.

I hopped out of the car and waited for Grayson to meet me on my side. I looked to side and saw Jacob running towards me. I screamed. I shut my eyes and looked around. He was gone. Grayson ran towards me quickly. I fell on the ground and started crying. Grayson caught me and set me down gently.

Grayson: Y/n? Hey, It's Grayson. Can you hear me? You're ok. It's ok. What's wrong? What happened?

Y/n: It's nothing, I'm fine.

Grayson: Babe, you're not fine if you just break down crying like this.

Y/n: I- I've been thinking about my parents. I just really miss them.

Grayson: Hey, look at me.

Grayson put his finger under my chin and gently pushed my face up to force me to look at him.

Grayson: Your parents are in a better place. I know you wish you had more time with them and they do too but they are so proud of you, ok.

I nodded.

Y/n: Thanks, Gray.

Grayson: Anytime. Let's go on the swings.

Y/n: Race ya.

I started running towards the swings and so did Grayson. I was laughing when I beat him.

Y/n: Push me.

Grayson came up behind me and put his hands my back and started pushing me. I laughed as I went higher and higher. He stopped pushing me when he couldn't reach me anymore. I started slowing down so I could get off the swings.

Grayson and I went over to bench and sat down. He put his hand on my thigh and took my phone out and took a photo of us.

Y/n: I'm way faster than you.

Grayson: Sure.

Y/n: Who just beat your ass in a race? Me.

Grayson: I let you win.

Y/n: Sure you did. I bet I can even beat you in a wrestling match.

Grayson: Oh really?

Y/n: Oh no. No no no no.

I got up from bench and started running. Grayson was chasing after me and he was catching up quick. He caught up to me and wrapped his arms around my waist. I laughed as he picked me up. He threw me over shoulder and suddenly Grayson was in a orange jumpsuit and covered in blood. Jacob. I screamed and hit his back yelling at him to put me down. He put me down quickly and looked at me confusedly.

Grayson: What's going on.

Y/n: Haha got ya.

I played it off and Grayson smirked at me.

Grayson: Haha very funny. You're lucky I love you.

Y/n: Right back at you.

I kissed Grayson and when we pulled away I smiled.

How the hell was I supposed to get Jacob out of my head?