I won't let you suffocate me
Traumatize me
Resuscitate me
Because it makes me fucking hate me
I believe every lie you tell me, each word of every I take and hold onto, like a stubborn survivor to life
Why do I Listen, when I should simply just hear
But stupid me, I hold every word so dear
Soon it will all be so clear
It will hurt
Like when you step out of a building on a bright and muggy day
You will so sorry that you wanted your way and as the only way
I'm going to light myself on fire, and just dance in the beautiful flames
I'm going to destroy this horribly perfect monster I've become
Let them consume me, me and these old words
