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𝕂𝕒𝕟𝕘 𝕐𝕖𝕠𝕤𝕒𝕟𝕘 (1/2)

Oh it's da baby 🥺
Man, he looks so darn cute.

"Let's break up." Felix sternly says in his deep voice.
"what.. but why?" My voice cracks a bit, broken with his words.

"You know why." He scoffed and looked at me for a response.
"I don't know what you're talking about!" I yelled.

It was midnight at the park. We were alone so I wasn't afraid to yell if I had to.
"It's really obvious that you were flirting with Yeosang. I mean what am I to you, _____? I thought you were better that that."

"Felix, I never flirted with Yeosang.. I only loved you. I put you first before anything!" I cried out. I know Felix wouldn't say such a thing, but he did.

"Really? I know about your 'secret dates' with Yeosang. I know how you're constantly with him everyday and you say you put me first before anything?!"

"Felix, you're just misunderstanding... we wouldn't be here if you weren't that jea-"
"Look, we're over. From now on, Let's just pretend we're strangers." He turned around and left.

My legs trembled. I felt empty.. Felix was everything that completed me.

Friends since elementary, dated since our first year of high school, and then I met Yeosang on our third year of high school.
College has me held up, so does work. I wanted a better relationship with Felix.

I met up with Yeosang every once in a while to get some advice for my relationship with Felix. But now Felix misunderstood and all the advice is useless.

I know this sounds crazy but I'm still in love with Felix..

My heart hurts and I feel like I'm gonna puke.
I quickly head home from the park.

As I reached the bathroom, I put myself over the toilet. Puking isn't the best feeling ever. It's nasty and the reason because of it is nasty as well.

I took a cold shower and went to bed.

I woke up to my alarm. My head is pounding with pain. I'll just skip school today. I took a 'short' nap.

I woke up again at 12 pm. It's getting hot in the room. I got up opening the windows. Breeze let itself in as it was already the middle of Fall.
I looked at my phone, 13 messages from Yeosang and none from Felix.

I pulled up my chat with Felix which was recent, before the breakup.
I started typing.

Baby Jikseu 💋 Lix's Future Wife 💍

Yongbok, I don't feel the best today. Don't be concerned. Thinking of you will make me feel better.

Seen by Baby Jikseu 💋

I miss you, Felix.. I don't want you to go.
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Baby Jikseu 💋 has blocked this user

So, he blocked me?
Suddenly, my door opened revealing Yeosang.
He ran up to me with a bag full of snacks and medicine.
"_____, are you okay? You're pale."

"I'm fine." I sat up only to feel a sharp pain through my head.
"Just a bad headache." I grunted.

"Here's some medicine"
"Yeosang I'm fine." I pushed away his offer.
"____, you need to get better."
"Look Yeosang, I'm fine! I don't need your help!"

I've realized the reason Felix ended it with me was because of Yeosang. He was the reason. All of the sudden I got angry.

He sighed. "____,-"
"Don't talk to me."
"Is it about Feli-"

"Don't talk about Felix,"
"It's your fault Felix broke up with me." I looked down not making any eye contact.
"It's no one's fault ____"
"It's your fault!, that the love of my life broke up with me!" I screamed and cried while pushing Yeosang away from me.

"Why'd you have to interfere with our relationship?!" I cried.
"____, calm down!" Yeosang yelled gripping onto my wrists pinning them to the bed.

I looked at Yeosang and he was on top of me. He was flustered and got up.

"I-if you need help, j-just tex-t me." He stuttered as he left.

I laid there, very still. What just happened?