I was still there. In my mind. Standing in the rain. I felt like I was in a fishbowl and the water was only collecting. It wasn't drying up or draining off. It was a flood of my misery, sadness, anger, hatred, and basically any negative emotion I've ever had. I shoved them away. And it worked. Temporarily at least. All I could feel as I stood in the pouring rain was relief. I finally let it all out. And it felt good. Things felt like they were going to get better, but then....
Lightning strikes
Lightning hit me
Everything hurts
Like death
Is this the end?
I cant move
The light... it's so bright
The clouds had cleared. The feeling of death remained over me. I still couldnt move. But I felt a happiness as a tear slid down my face. The blinding light forced me to close my eyes as I laid there. It was all so much. The Flood of my misery slowly dried up, leaving me on the damp grass.
I'm content. With the hurt. It was finally truly okay. Yet... I couldnt help but wonder....
Why do I hurt?
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