𝘖𝘗𝘏𝘌𝘓𝘐𝘈! (𝘳𝘰𝘣𝘪𝘯 𝘣𝘶𝘤𝘬𝘭𝘺)

𝘦𝘱𝘪𝘨𝘳𝘢𝘱𝘩.

𝘖𝘗𝘏𝘌𝘓𝘐𝘈 !
( epigraph )

— whenever i think of her i get butterflies
my stomach does these flips and tricks!
i just want her to be mine. i need her to be mine.
i never want to hurt her.
i need all of her loving right now!
i can't stand it when she talks to other people!
i get a raging jealousy and then i act so cold.
i don't know how she doesn't hate me!
i act like a douche to her!
i know i'm not the one for her but i don't
want her to have anyone else.
i want her to be mine.
it sounds possessive, i know.
it's just what love does . . .
— robins diary

— i wish i never met her sometimes,
i wish i never walked into that stupid ice cream shop,
i wish that i never saw her face,
i wish i didn't help them save the world!
i never wanted anything to happen
i didn't want any of us to get hurt.
i didn't want to get hurt.
but of course i did, i found people i
genuinely liked for once and i screed it all up!
i didn't mean to do what i did.
i didn't mean any of it.
but i guess it's what love does. . .
— brandies diary

— god this is so stupid!
everything is bullshit! i thought that
we would come to this new town and be able
to live normally!
oh boy was i wrong, this kid he's like 14 and has
a crush on me! i cant go to jail,
what the fuck is bullshit!
i don't want to be here anymore
but i can't leave brandi, i don't know what happened
but she's really upset and i can't leave her like this.
it does hurt though, hearing her cry all night.
it's something people don't want to hear.
i wish we could just go somewhere nice away
from the world and stay there forever.
but i guess love can ruin people. . .
— jackson's diary

— i don't even use this stupid thing,
like who writes in a diary all night?
— steves diary

mercedes turn !
this was kinda hard to do ngl
i tried tho
still sucks but i tried