I sit here in my room just lying here thinking every single day. I just don’t want to ever get out of my bed,I am drained of energy and deprived of encouragement to do anything. So I think to myself,”why?,why do I even try anymore?”,nobody even cares,obviously,I mean...I am just an outcast,different from all of the others,different from all. All human and living things look down on me because I am so dumb and ugly and should just be put in a mental asylum. Locked away for all eternity,withering away in a place far from others.
So I just don’t know what to do with myself or just what to do at all. Life fucking sucks ass right now! People always say the brown and hazel eyed people fall for people when unwanted,well I have so many times that I just don’t even try anymore. I think I am just going to run away and find a life elsewhere. This way I am no longer a burden on my parent’s shoulders anymore,that burden you cary around everywhere you go and it just drags you down,I just don’t want to be this anymore.
But I just don’t even know. Maybe I will go stand on the corner in a freaking tube top and booty shorts and pick up guys for money to live, or maybe I will go work in a strip club under a fake ID, or maybe i’ll just end it all and live under a bridge and die there.
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What A Lovely Life
General FictionThis is a short story about a young teenage girl who has such passion for a boy who no longer notices her and he also knows her biggest secret of all...
