HARANGUES && CUPS OF TEA

05

2019.08.19

i— just wanna say; that i can be so
thoroughly in love with a person even
though our relationship is toxic. it's so
toxic that it destroys me.

you blocked me in all your social media
accounts; deleted all our conversations
like they were nothong at all.

"you could
break my heart in two, but when it
heals it beats for you," when selena
gomez gets to that verse, i just
remember you. i remember how
you made me fall inlove, with your
shitty, perverse jokes. i remember
the smile, me && her liked && were
so utterly obsessed with.

i remember how you broke both
of our hearts. && made us feel like
we were worthless while making
us feel like we're the world.

i wanna thank you for crumbling &&
destroying our hearts so bad;
that you thought us lessons that
we're worth more than cheap lies
&& bad relationships;